Tuesday, February 27, 2018

Don't Wanna Be Superman

DON'T WANNA BE SUPERMAN - Written by Carroll Bryant



You came to me 
Wishing for hope and a distant dream 
Now look at me 
Walking away from this misery

What do you see?

I tremble at the thought that 
You believe I can save you 
When I can't even save myself 

I'm flying away as fast as I can 
I don't wanna be Superman 
And I run away into another land 
Real or pretend
I don't wanna be Superman 

I turn my head without a care 
You lured me in on lies and a dare 
Now you know for sure who I am 
I'm a fraud of your best friend 

Now can you see it?

I quiver in my shoes when I look at you
I can't sell time
When I can't even buy a life 

I'm flying away as fast as I can 
I don't wanna be Superman
And I run away into another land 
Real or pretend 
I don't wanna be Superman

Too much pain for Lois Lane 
Smallville, you see, is only make-believe

Too much rain for cloudy days 
I can't be seen feeling this way 

I tremble at the thought that
You believe I can save you
When I can't even save myself 

I'm flying away as fast as I can 
I don't wanna be Superman
And I run away into another land 
Real or pretend 
I don't wanna be Superman

I'm flying away as fast as I can 
I don't wanna be him
And I run away into another land 
Real or pretend 
I don't wanna be Superman

I don't wanna be him
I don't wanna be Superman



Sunday, February 25, 2018

This Life (The Big Suck)

THIS LIFE (THE BIG SUCK) - Written by Carroll Bryant

I drink more than a Christian prays
Less than a Muslim
Anyway, that aint what I'm trying to say
I don't know myself anymore


Everything goes to pieces in my sleep
In my dreams the violence never goes away
As myself just disappears
No one knows what for

This life is worse than the last one
Better than the first one
Everything is so dumb
Everyone

This life lacks blowing the big sneeze
They love the big cheese
But it stinks way too much for me
This life is just too easy

I dance more than an old Mexican whore
The grave is still fresh and
Aren't they all that way so naturally
Nobody sees Mexico indeed

Everyday breaks up into a puzzle
Chunks ripping apart the fabric of us
Of America and we are in trouble
Stuck on Jesus wifi for Christs sake

This life is worse than the last one
Better than the first one
Everything is so dumb
Everyone

This life lacks blowing the big sneeze
They love the big cheese
But it stinks way too much for me
This life is just too easy

Decay
Welcome Kardashians
Trashing up the neighborhood
Cable TV
So far from reality
Decay of society
Aint helping my sobriety

Staring at these four walls is driving me batty
This life is driving me crazy
Driving Miss Daisy
Will somebody help me?
Stop me?
I need a fresh drink

This life is worse than the last one
Better than the first one
Everything is so dumb
Everyone

This life lacks blowing the big sneeze
They love the big cheese
But it stinks way too much for me
This life is just too easy


Friday, February 23, 2018

Hit The Floor

HIT THE FLOOR - Written by Carroll Bryant

Look at me
I'm looking at you
This is the night that we do what we want to do
I'm so unsatisfied
I need this to be so much more
Of what I feel inside
Hit the floor
Baby, let's hit the floor
Love is the key that unlocks the door
Hit the floor
Turn up the heat
Things are cooling down
This is the time that we meet in the streets
I'm so uninhibited
I want this to be something extravagant
Of what I meant to believe
Hit the floor
Baby, let's hit the floor
Love is the key that unlocks the door
Hit the floor
This is where we draw the line
Crossing the great divide
This is how we search to find
(True love)
A way to solve the mystery
Fighting a crime
Look at me
I'm looking right back at you
What do you see?
What do you think you want to do?
If we are in need
Then maybe you could make a move
Hit the floor
Baby, let's hit the floor
Love is the key that unlocks the door
Hit the floor
Hit the floor
Baby, let's hit the floor
Love is the key that unlocks the door
Hit the floor


Wednesday, February 21, 2018

Aneurysm

ANEURYSM - Written by Carroll Bryant



Every time that I hold you
You scare me - insane
It involves all three layers of the wall
Of everyone of my arteries
And my main vein
 
When we're making the love
It gets ridiculous
Circles of Willis
 
It's like a sex attack
My heart gets stuck
From a hypovolemic shock
 
I'm falling apart once again
Crazy in the brain
An aneurysm, baby, and you are to blame
Emergency
That's the name of the game
You're breaking me down in the middle of the rain
 
A nidus for clot formation
Thrombosis and embolization
It's a hereditary state of condition
My father was found dead from it
A bleeding remission
 
Women of the world holding the power
Male aorta's getting devoured
Sex is only for the beasts to enjoy it
 
I'm falling apart once again
Crazy in the brain
An aneurysm, baby, and you are to blame
Emergency
That's the name of the game
You're breaking me down in the middle of the pain
 
The risk of rupture increases when you kiss my lips
It's an abnormal release
An abnormal kind of bliss
 
The risk of rupture increases when you sex me up
Can't get enough of
An aneurysm love
 
Every time that I hold you
You scare me - insane
It involves all three layers of the wall
Of everyone of my arteries
And my main vein
 
I'm falling apart once again
Crazy in the brain
An aneurysm, baby, and you are to blame
Emergency
That's the name of the game
You're breaking me down in the middle of the rain
 
I'm falling apart once again
Crazy in the brain
An aneurysm, baby, and you are to blame
Emergency
That's the name of the game
You're breaking me down in the middle of the pain
 
It's serious action
A fatal satisfaction that puts a smile on a lonely face
 
My father was found dead from it
Like father, like son
 
Aneurysm


 

Monday, February 19, 2018

In Love, In Danger

IN LOVE, IN DANGER - Written by Carroll Bryant



It's a cookie cutter world
When you look at me that way
I can't complain
And yet I still do
I try to get away with it, I confess
I admit nothing of truth
 
Don't make this into your fantasy
Don't turn it into another Broadway play
 
And I fall - in deep - in love, in danger
My heart is a stranger
I fall - asleep - in love, in danger
My heart is a stranger to it
 
You - and the mirror loses its reflection
My life is a rejection and jaded
I force my mind to pretend I'm always on vacation
I'm trying to get away with it
I concede it's so full of shit
 
Don't make this into a song of seduction
Don't turn it into another under construction 
 
And I fall - in deep - in love, in danger
My heart is a stranger
I fall - asleep - in love, in danger
My heart is a stranger to - you
 
It's a cookie cutter world
When you look at me that way
You always look at me that way
I can't complain
And yet I still do
I try to get away with it, I confess
I admit nothing of the truth
 
Don't make this into your fantasy
Don't turn it into another Broadway play
 
And I fall - in deep - in love, in danger
My heart is a stranger
I fall - asleep - in love, in danger
My heart is a stranger to it
 
And I fall - in deep - in love, in danger
My heart is a stranger
I fall - asleep - in love, in danger
My heart is a stranger to - you
 
And I fall - in deep - until I can't sleep
You know that I can't sleep
I can never sleep without you


 

Saturday, February 17, 2018

My Beautiful Little Girl

MY BEAUTIFUL LITTLE GIRL - Written by Carroll Bryant


Give me just a moment of your time
I hear you've been saying that I have lost my mind
Maybe you're exaggerating or maybe it's true
Just remember I had you in your youth


Now you live in another place of the world
While I sit here waiting for you my beautiful ocean pearl
Feeling so desperate and isolated for sure
You were pure


So come back to me my beautiful little girl
I play in my memories too much
It's complicated when you think you've lost touch


Maybe I'm an idiot savant
You threw away all the things I could ever want
Now you live in another place of the world
While I sit here waiting for you my beautiful ocean pearl
Feeling so desperate and isolated for sure
You were pure


So come back to me my beautiful little girl
Give me just another taste of your love
Something more substantial than a hug


Dreaming in the middle of the longest night
That everything is Teddy Bear, and it will be alright
Now you live in another place of the world
While I sit here waiting for you my beautiful ocean pearl
Feeling so desperate and isolated for sure
You were pure


So come back to me my beautiful little girl
Now you live in another place of the world
While I sit here waiting for you my beautiful ocean pearl
Feeling so desperate and isolated for sure
You were pure


So come back to me my beautiful little girl
Come back home to me my beautiful little girl
My beautiful little girl
My beautiful ocean pearl


Thursday, February 15, 2018

Are You Happy Now?

ARE YOU HAPPY NOW? - Written by Carroll Bryant
 
 
 
Nobody cares for you more than I do
Girl, you mean everything to me
But you question my heart, my love, like I'm a fool
You can be really mean
 
What am I to make when you look at me that way?
You're breaking my heart with the things that you say
 
Are you happy now?
Are you winning the war with the games that you play?
Are you happy now?
Throwing me up or down or away?
Are you happy now?
How many times are you gonna leave me?
 
Nobody loves you like I really want to
Girl, you're my Disney dream inside a fantasy
But you smother my thoughts, my hopes, like a tool
You can really be so very obscene
 
Where am I to run when you point at me your gun?
I try to enjoy myself but you ain't no fun
 
Are you happy now?
Are you winning the war with the games that you play?
Are you happy now?
Throwing me up or down or away?
Are you happy now?
How many times are you gonna leave me?
 
Are you happy now?
Are you winning the war with the games that you play?
Are you happy now?
Throwing me up or down or away?
Are you happy now?
How many times are you gonna leave me?
 
I want to keep you here forever
Hold you so close
Never let you wither away
Never let you go
 
Never let you see me cry
 
Nobody cares for you more than I do
Girl, you mean everything to me
But you question my heart, my love, like I'm a fool
You can be really mean
 
What am I to make when you look at me that way?
You're breaking my heart with the things that you say
 
Are you happy now?
Are you winning the war with the games that you play?
Are you happy now?
Throwing me up or down or away?
Are you happy now?
How many times are you gonna leave me?
 
Are you happy now?
Are you winning the war with the games that you play?
Are you happy now?
Throwing me up or down or away?
Are you happy now?
How many times are you gonna leave me?
 
 
 

 





Tuesday, February 13, 2018

Don't Let Me Fall In Love

DON'T LET ME FALL IN LOVE - Written by Carroll Bryant
 
 
 
Hitting that bottle
Numbing the pain
Drowning my feelings once again
 
Running on empty
Living in style
Looking forever for a real wild child
 
I wanna get that good stuff, but I don't wanna fall in love tonight
I wanna get a little rough
But baby
Don't let me fall in love
 
Throwing down my aces
Showing my hand
Got to claim my winnings once again
 
Revving my engine
Giving all I got
Baby get ready because I can't stop
 
I wanna get that good stuff, but I don't wanna fall in love tonight
I wanna get a little rough
But baby
Don't let me fall in love
 
Let me read your history
Let me feel that touch
Let me have it all but don't let me fall in love
Let have a good time
Let me have a bunch
Let me get really crazy but don't let me fall in love
 
Hitting that bottle
Numbing the pain
Drowning my feelings once again
 
Running on empty
Living in style
Looking forever for a real wild child
 
I wanna get that good stuff, but I don't wanna fall in love tonight
I wanna get a little rough
But baby
Don't let me fall in love
 
I wanna get that good stuff, but I don't wanna fall in love tonight
I wanna get a little rough
But baby
Don't let me fall in love
 
 



 


Sunday, February 11, 2018

I'm Gonna Love Him (Right Out Of Your Mind)

I'M GONNA LOVE HIM (RIGHT OUT OF YOUR MIND) 
- Written by Carroll Bryant 


I feel the pressure every time you hold my hand
You feed the fire 
While I got to live up to the other man 

I just can't keep pretending that it doesn't bother me 
(Such misery)
And now it feels like we're running out of time

So, tonight, I'm gonna love him
(Gonna love you)
I'm gonna love him right out of your mind
Get ready for a fight
Because baby, I'm gonna prove to you that our love is a sign
And I'm gonna love him
(Gonna love you)
I'm gonna love him right out of your mind

I get a notion Every time I dance inside of you
(It's true)
You drink the potion 
While I always feel like I'm losing you
(You know I'm losing you)

I just can't keep pretending that it doesn't bother me 
(Such misery)
And it still feels like we're running out of time

So, tonight, I'm gonna love him
(Gonna love you)
I'm gonna love him right out of your mind
Get ready for a fight
Because baby, I'm gonna prove to you that our love is a sign
And I'm gonna love him
(Gonna love you)
I'm gonna love him right out of your mind

You're like a gypsy 
(A gypsy queen)
I'm like the night
You say sometimes you miss me
Well, I'm not satisfied

You're still the gypsy
(Can you feel me?)
Now I am the day
And I don't like this feeling
I don't like to feel this way

I feel the pressure every time you hold my hand
You feed the fire 
While I got to live up to the other man 

I just can't keep pretending that it doesn't bother me 
(Such misery)
And now it feels like we're running out of time

So, tonight, I'm gonna love him
(Gonna love you)
I'm gonna love him right out of your mind
Get ready for a fight
Because baby, I'm gonna prove to you that our love is a sign
And I'm gonna love him
(Gonna love you)
I'm gonna love him right out of your mind












Friday, February 9, 2018

Un-Invisible Me

UN-INVISIBLE ME - Written by Carroll Bryant


An invisible feeling travels through my heart
My lungs, my body
A hapless emotion tears me apart
And everything is what it seems to be
 
 
You tell me you don't love him
What the hell does that have to do with anything that is me?
You tell me you don't need him
Anymore
What in the hell do you mean?
 
 
You're a centipede
A wannabe bitch to me
You're a mystery that I don't need
You're a wannabe
You're a bitch to me
 
 
And now I'm free
 
 
I'm taking pills for relief from everything you do to me
I'm drinking drinks in dire need
Of a second healing
You bring to me nothing but misery
 
 
You tell me you don't love him
What the hell does that have to do with anything that is me?
You tell me you don't need him
Anymore
What in the hell do you mean?
 
 
You're a centipede
A wannabe bitch to me
You're a mystery that I don't need
You're a wannabe
You're a bitch to me
 
 
And now I'm free
 
 
I'm losing faith and I can't believe
I keep you so close to me
I'm losing sleep
I'm losing me
And I can't seem to believe in anything
 
 
An invisible feeling travels through my heart
My lungs, my body
A hapless emotion tears me apart
And everything is what it seems to be
 
 
I'm taking pills for relief from everything you do to me
I'm drinking drinks in dire need
Of a second healing
You bring to me nothing but misery
 
 
You tell me you don't love him
What the hell does that have to do with anything that is me?
You tell me you don't need him
Anymore
What in the hell do you mean?
 
 
You're a centipede
A wannabe bitch to me
You're a mystery that I don't need
You're a wannabe
You're a bitch to me
 
 
And now I'm free
 
 
And everything is anything you want it to be
Un-invisible me
 
 





Wednesday, February 7, 2018

For A While

FOR A WHILE - Written by Carroll Bryant 


I couldn't get enough 
When you and I were together 
Two fools living the dream

Stone faced in love
We thought we would last forever 
You were the cookie to my cream

Then came the dog days of summer
Oh, what a bummer
Too many temptations 
Too many chances and the nights were gone

We became slaves to our desires
We burned in the fires 
We threw everything away 

This is the way that I remember 
Me loving you
You loving the world

This is the time that feels so tender 
This is the truth
You were my girl for a while

We became slaves to our ambitions
Our secret submissions 
Leaving us dead on the floor 

This is the way that I remember 
Me loving you
You loving the world

This is the time that feels so tender 
This is the truth
You were my girl for a while

Just tell me so and you know I'll go away
I will go away
I love you all over again 
Just tell me so and you know I will never go away
I'll never go away
I love you and then we can be friends again 

We became slaves to our desires
We burned in the fires 
We threw everything away 

This is the way that I remember 
Me loving you
You loving the world

This is the time that feels so tender 
This is the truth
You were my girl for a while

This is the way I surrendered
Me loving you
You loving the world

This is the time that will render
The fate of the truth
You were my girl for a while 






Monday, February 5, 2018

Better Off Together

BETTER OFF TOGETHER - Written by Carroll Bryant
 
 
 
We live in a world today when everyone has an opinion
(And shares it carelessly)
Every subject offers a tidal wave of deep emotions
(No need to worry Mr. Clean)
 
Telling us what to do
Don't fall in love with sin
That isn't what I said
Here they go again
 
This may last only for a moment
Maybe it will last forever
All I know is we can't stand to be apart
We're better off together
 
Take my hand and hold on for the moment
Never say never
All I know is you can have my heart
We're better off together
 
We run around all over the place looking for an answer
(All the while the clock counts down)
Every day passes like a hurricane in sunny weather
(Nothing lost can ever be found)
 
Telling us to give it up
Don't think you can't let go
That isn't what I meant
They don't even know
 
This may last only for a moment
Maybe it will last forever
All I know is we can't stand to be apart
We're better off together
 
Take my hand and hold on for the moment
Never say never
All I know is you can have my heart
We're better off together
 
Feeling like I felt before
Still feeling like a fool
Invite you over for some dinner
I'm twenty-two years old feeling ninety
 
We live in a world today when everyone has an opinion
Every subject offers a tidal wave of deep emotions
 
We run around all over the place looking for an answer
Every day passes like a hurricane in sunny weather
 
Telling us what to do
Don't think you can't let go
That isn't what I said
They will never know
 
This may last only for a moment
Maybe it will last forever
All I know is we can't stand to be apart
We're better off together
 
Take my hand and hold on for the moment
Never say never
All I know is you can have my heart
We're better off together
 
 
 


Saturday, February 3, 2018

In Between

IN BETWEEN - Written by Carroll Bryant


 
She swore me to secrecy
When I believed she was the best thing
To ever happen to me
 
She broke me down so easily
To the point
Where I could hardly breathe
 
The day is king
The night is queen
And in between
Nothing but lonely eyes
 
The day I've seen
The night I've dreamed
And in between
Nothing but this lonely guy
 
She took me down the street
I was dragging my feet
When I was thinking of the beach
 
She stole my song so wickedly
Just to make so much fun of me
Everything was peach
 
The day is king
The night is queen
And in between
Nothing but lonely eyes
 
The day I've seen
The night I've dreamed
And in between
Nothing but this lonely guy
 
Life can be so inconspicuous
If you drink from the fountain of youth
 
It can drive you mad and delirious
Turning lies into truth
 
She swore me to secrecy
When I believed she was the best thing
To ever happen to me
 
She broke me down so easily
To the point
Where I could hardly breathe
 
Man, I can hardly breathe
 
The day is king
The night is queen
And in between
Nothing but lonely eyes
 
The day I've seen
The night I've dreamed
And in between
Nothing but this lonely guy
 
 
 

Thursday, February 1, 2018

Love Or Stone

LOVE OR STONE - Written by Carroll Bryant


What would happen if I died
Would you cry for me
If in my thoughts that I was still alive
Would you believe in me or would you just leave
Me alone
When you're long gone because I'm not pretty anymore
And I'm done
I've grown tired of you too
 
That's the way of the world
When the rain comes down
When the snow falls
And everyone is lost in their souls
Drowning in their lusts
Everyone's a zombie now
I know
You look right through me like I'm not there
I'm not here at all
Love or stone
 
 
What would you do if I ran away
Would you bother looking for me
If in your translucent state of mind
Do I still appeal to you
Enough to find me still to be
Your well kept secret piece of nothing
Walking like the walking dead
And talking like a president elect
 
 
That's the way of the world
When the rain comes down
When the snow falls
And everyone is lost in their souls
Drowning in their lusts
Everyone's a zombie now
I know
You look right through me like I'm not there
I'm not here at all
Love or stone
 
 
I wanna be in love or turn me into stone
I wanna be loved or be left alone
I wanna be in love
 
 
Isn't this easier than trying to catch a rainbow?
Isn't this easier than searching for a leprechauns pot of gold?
Trying to catch a rainbow
Trying to catch a rainbow
 
 
Trying to catch a cold
 
 
I wanna be in love or turn me into stone
I wanna be loved or be left alone
I wanna be in love
 
 
That's the way of the world
When the rain comes down
When the snow falls
And everyone is lost in their souls
Drowning in their lusts
Everyone's a zombie now
I know
You look right through me like I'm not there
I'm not here at all
Love or stone
 
 
Love or stone
Love or stone
 
 
Love or leave me alone