Saturday, April 30, 2016

Aldee Eats Rainbows


ALDEE EATS RAINBOWS - Written by Carroll Bryant

She’s a girl who eats rainbows
In the dew of the morning light
She’s a girl who eats rainbows
And drinks her tears up late at night

What is there to understand?
A lonely girl could always use a man
You can touch but you can’t see
What a true heart really means
And it’s what she really needs

Where is there left to go?
A desperate feeling in the deepest soul
You can dream but you can’t breathe
When it’s so far out of reach
And the cut of love won’t bleed

She’s a girl who eats rainbows
In the dew of the morning light
She’s a girl who eats rainbows
And drinks her tears up late at night

When can you find the time?
A sleepy eye can often be so blind
You can learn, but you can’t teach
It’s like you’re covered in sympathy
And it’s full of uncertainty

Who is it that’s in charge
Of all of loves so many broken hearts?
You can whisper inside your screams
Say the words so tenderly
And it’s a force of inanity

She’s a girl who eats rainbows
In the dew of the morning light
She’s a girl who eats rainbows
And drinks her tears up late at night

Aldee eats rainbows
Aldee eats time
Aldee eats rainbows
And drinks her lonely tears at night



Friday, April 29, 2016

Anger The Bear

ANGER THE BEAR - Written by Carroll Bryant


It's in the morning when you wake up and your thoughts are so misplaced
Put on your makeup just to find your pretty face
But still you're ugly and in your heart you know it's true
Why in the hell would anybody vote for you?

You speak about tomorrow and the changes 
What you say and what you do are two different things
You are the sacrificial lamb throughout the cause
You need reflection so take the time to take a pause

You roll your eyes as if to show you do not care
You're really pushing it just to anger the bear
You believe communism will take you anywhere
You're so not afraid of the anger in the bear

You better be

You ride the train all the way down your campaign 
The tracks are smoother than your speeches
You use the power of lies and manipulation 
Anything that grants you power

I smell the smell of your passive aggression 
Isn't there anything you wouldn't do for a kill?
Are you too arrogant to take on new suggestions?
Maybe that's the only way that you can cop a thrill these days 

You roll your eyes as if to show you do not care
You're really pushing it just to anger the bear
You believe communism will take you everywhere
You're so not afraid of the anger in the bear

You're gonna be

It's all about the money and the fame
Doing anything to make a name
You know you ought to be ashamed
For selling out your country
For buying your position
For selling out your countrymen
We don't need you Mrs. Clinton

Power to rule and to change
But not for the better

You're gonna see

It's in the morning when you wake up and your thoughts are so misplaced
Put on your makeup just to find your pretty face
But still you're ugly and in your heart you know it's true
Why in the hell would anybody vote for you?

You roll your eyes as if to show you do not care
You're really pushing it just to anger the bear
You believe communism will take you anywhere
You're so not afraid of the anger in the bear

You better be

And you're gonna see

You better be











Wednesday, April 27, 2016

Forbidden Dawn

FORBIDDEN DAWN - Written by Carroll Bryant



If I spoke of her golden hair that gently clings over her shoulders like a rainbow so soft, you may not know whom it is that I speak of with such passion, hunger, and desire. 

If I mention her green diamond eyes, that sparkle like the sun off of a clear blue lake that reveals the Lords angels, you may know not that of whom I dream of with such desperation, determination, and consequence. 

If I described her face, that brightly shines like a full moon in the dead of a winters night, with a coyote howling in the distance to its lost spirit, you still may remain baffled as to whom it is that I adore more than and any other living soul. 

If I told you of her lips, so perfect to kiss, and tempting, that even a priest may wander off his righteous course to touch with no regret, or no hope of salvation, you still may not have the slightest of clues as to whom it is I am referring to. 

Her beauty is so powerful, it will knock you to your shaking knees. Her persona is so wonderful, she will steal the breath from your beating heart. Her ways are so innocent, she is a lamb in a cave of grizzly bears. Her mere presence is striking enough to tear through the darkest regions of my ever-after. The potential of her love leaves me a fool of life. My forsaken eyes that catch her sight. My forsaken dreams linger like a zeppelin floating across the sky. Her existence exudes from every pore of my body. My flesh. 

Is this the love I have searched for from heaven, to hell, and back again? Is this the miracle of miracles That i so boldly refused to believe in, and accept? 

My swift encounter with the holy god had ended long ago, thus, coming back around to simply slap me in my unholy face, and reawaken my senses to a more powerful belonging than that of my own and certainly not that of what I expected, or planned for. 

So, what of my heart now?
For what dusty road does my weary soul travel?

Is she the light at the end of life's tunnel? Or is she simply a vision of a blind man? An apparition that seeks my energy? Is she a song to deaf ears? The voice of a mute? 

Oh, indeed, if I spoke of her warm touch, even if by accident we melt together for a passing moment of time, the sensations that execute all through my quivering veins would surely pump the blood of life, and of love. A pure love. The purest of them all. I know that without a doubt you would never know of the sweet creature that god created, and of whom I dwell my hopes on. My beliefs. 

And yet, if she were to walk into a room, a room that you and I were to occupy, then indeed, by the wishes of my love and life, you would know exactly whom it was I've been speaking of the whole damn time. 

For certain, I know, I cannot hide from this feeling inside. Nor have I the Divine right to deny the storm of truth that swirls within me. Thus, placing my faith and existence in her fragile hands - and heart. 

Yes, I could spend an eternity ten times over describing this unicorn of fantasy to you, to every living beast in the universe and no, not one damn life form of dust particle could attest as to whom it was I was talking about. But then, let this most perfect being reflect her deep presence within my own sorrowed blue eyes, and thoult shalt everyone, without constitution, know of whom it is that holds the seeds of my happiness in the palm of her sacred heart, her sacred hands, her sacred love. 

And upon your discovery of my Divine loved ones identity, ridicule me at your own will; my expense, if you must. I shall not be ashamed, but more proud of my own mortality that you, the common, may never understand fully, or come to terms with. Nor believe.

Indeed, watch my acknowledgement upon her entrance and thoult shalt everyone, share in the wisdom of her identity, and feel the rust from my inner pain of loneliness of not feeling the returned favor. She is, and will always be, my final pain. My final glee. 


    

Monday, April 25, 2016

Bobby's Dream

BOBBY'S DREAM - Written by Carroll Bryant



Bobby went to the store today
He saw this girl and he knew right away
That it was love
He fell in love

He walked over and asked for her name
She was shy at first and looked away
But she caught Bobby's smile
And she fell in love

And they walked out of the store together
Hand in hand and determined to last forever
The world looked so much better through Bobby's eyes

Who would have thought it would be as easy as that?
Two people in love who would never look back
Such a happy beginning
Doesn't it make you want to cry?

They got married and she bore him some children
They bought a house and more love was given 
Heart to heart they stood
Together, do or die

And through it all the grass was much greener
The sky was more blue 
And the flowers smelled sweeter
Look what can happen when love comes true

Who would have thought it would be as easy as that?
Two people in love who would never look back
Such a happy little ending
Doesn't it make you want to cry?

Then Bobby's dream was broken from a worry
Someone in line was in such a hurry
It was nice while it lasted 
As he watched her walk away

Do you take that chance in hopes of finding the right one?
Just go through the line and you'll never find anyone
To find your way you just live your life 
From day to day

Day after day

Never again may your eyes get to meet her
You blew your chance to go up and just greet her
Forbidding yourself a love to last 
Isn't that a shame?

Bobby went to the store today
He saw this girl and he knew right away
That it was love

He fell in love




Sunday, April 24, 2016

Schizophrenic Girl


SCHIZOPHRENIC GIRL - Written by Carroll Bryant


She likes to talk to herself
I know she looks good in that dress
But that pretty head’s a mess
Her world is a living hell
She’s throwing words into the air
Screaming like she doesn’t care

There is no time to change her
There’s only time to run away
Her love is freaky danger
You’re lured inside an interlude
Then you taste her attitude

Schizophrenic girl
Breaking hearts with nothing but the touch of a kiss
Schizophrenic girl
I never knew a love as crazy as this
I could get lost by the look in your eyes
The grip of her hand brings you back to size
She breaks you up before she goes down
That schizophrenic girl

She likes imaginary things
You know she likes to play your mind
Open to the dark you’ll find
Her life is an elevator ride
She’s pushing buttons on the left
Slams her head on towards the right side

There is no way to save her
There’s really nothing that you can do
Her love is sneaky stranger
You’re treated like a bag of loot
Filthy little prostitute

Schizophrenic girl
Breaking hearts with nothing but the touch of a kiss
Schizophrenic girl
I never knew a love as crazy as this
I could get lost by the look in your eyes
The grip of her hand brings you back to size
She breaks you up before she goes down
That schizophrenic girl

See the way she holds her hands to the side of her head?
Covers those ears in fear before talking with the dead?
Suddenly her eyes light up
She finds all her ghosts that way
The girl is going all insane

She likes to talk to herself
I know she looks good in that dress
But that pretty head’s a mess
Her world is a living hell
She’s throwing words into the air
Screaming like she doesn’t care

There is no time to change her
There’s only time to run away
Her love is freaky danger
You’re lured inside an interlude
Then you taste her attitude

To her, your life is nothing but dirty food

Schizophrenic girl
Breaking hearts with nothing but the touch of a kiss
Schizophrenic girl
I never knew a love as crazy as this
I could get lost by the look in your eyes
The grip of her hand brings you back to size
She breaks you up before she goes down
That schizophrenic girl

She breaks you up before slamming you down
That schizophrenic girl




Saturday, April 23, 2016

Everything I'm Not (Awake In Paradise)

EVERYTHING I'M NOT - Written by Carroll


Welcome to tomorrow land
You better open up your eyes
Here is where I make my stand
Awake in paradise 

Our love is growing old 
That's what you said, I see
You're anxious to move on again
Just to get away from me

So get away from me

So tell me who he is
Is there fire in his eyes?
He's everything I'm not, I know
That comes as no surprise
So tell me when you fell in love
With this other guy
He's everything I'm not, I know
I guess this is goodbye
Awake in paradise

No gypsy queen could ever
Break this spell of love
Ice as thick as skin is deep
No clouds up above 

Our love is yesterdays news 
We popped all of our balloons 
I'm anxious for the history
To go by pretty soon 

I hope it passes me by

So tell me who he is
Is there fire in his eyes?
He's everything I'm not, I know
That comes as no surprise
So tell me when you fell in love
With this other guy
He's everything I'm not, I know
I guess this is goodbye
Awake in paradise

No, I won't agree to this
I'm down to my last kiss
Better stock up on the mints 
And leave me before I go super crazy
On you
No, I won't turn my back away
There's so much more I want to say
To you
We're through 
We're done
That's it
I'm all out of energy now

So tell me who he is
Is there fire in his eyes
He's everything I'm not, I know
That comes as no surprise

Damn

So tell me who he is
Is there fire in his eyes?
He's everything I'm not, I know
That comes as no surprise
So tell me when you fell in love
With this other guy
He's everything I'm not, I know
I guess this is goodbye
Awake in paradise

Awake in paradise

So tell me who he is







Friday, April 22, 2016

Score Of Zero

SCORE OF ZERO - Written by Carroll Absolom Bryant


A raven steals withered time
Time steals a wilted woman
A woman steals a weathered heart
A heart steals a flippant love
Love steals a lonely soul
A soul steals an iniquitous man
A man steals a raven

The raven is dead













Thursday, April 21, 2016

Next Time You Die

NEXT TIME YOU DIE - Written by Carroll Bryant


You have survived so many nights
The struggle to find love is leaving you blind
You finally allowed someone to touch your heart
But she tore you apart this time
She ripped you a new one all right

You walk the streets in the fog in the night
Thinking all about the endless fight
She wouldn't allow you to touch her heart
And she tore you apart this time
She ripped you up inside

Go ahead and cry the cry
It's all right this time
Go ahead and cry tonight
Next time you die

Go ahead and wonder why
It's all right this time
Go ahead and cry the cry
Because next time you die

You can't believe what you see with your eyes
Your beautiful lover with another guy
Time didn't allow you to touch her heart
And it's tearing you apart this time
It's ripping you a new one all right

Go ahead and cry the cry
It's all right this time
Go ahead and cry tonight
Next time you die

Go ahead and wonder why
It's all right this time
Go ahead and cry the cry
Because next time you die

There never seems to be a tomorrow
Go ahead and drown your sorrow 
Who has the answers to love?
Who in the hell even knows why it's all over?
Over and over
She refuses to come over

You have survived so many nights
The struggle to find love is leaving you blind
You finally allowed someone to touch your heart
But she tore you apart this time
She ripped you a new one all right

Go ahead and cry the cry
It's all right this time
Go ahead and cry tonight
Next time you die

Go ahead and wonder why
It's all right this time
Go ahead and cry the cry
Because next time you die



Tuesday, April 19, 2016

On My Knees

ON MY KNEES - Written by Carroll Bryant


You look so good tonight
Better than the night before
I got a healthy appetite
What would you say, baby, to hitting the floor?

Make that moan and groan
I can't stand to be alone
Just call me John Q. Public
Every Joe Doe wants to get up in your show
You break hearts and that's tragic

You got what it takes to please
Baby, I'm on my knees
You give me that good release
Baby, I'm on my knees

Start pleasing

If you were a doctor 
You would have the cure for my disease 
You look so fine all of the time
A special smell that carries with the breeze

I'll show your photograph to my friends
They won't laugh
They'll want to check you out in the flesh
That miniskirt and top just don't wanna stop
Baby, you're such a sexy mess

It's the story of your life

You got what it takes to please
Baby, I'm on my knees
You give me that good release
Baby, I'm on my knees

Start pleasing

Are you getting satisfaction?
Are you making the money and feeling great?
I know your body's so cool and ready for the action
And I think that is absolutely amazing

What are you looking for?
If it's me then look no more
I am never planning to ever go away

Let's get crazy

 You got what it takes to please
Baby, I'm on my knees
You give me that good release
Baby, I'm on my knees

Start pleasing




Monday, April 18, 2016

Happy Birthday To Me

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME - Written by Carroll Bryant


She left a note on the door
It read that she wouldn't be coming back anymore
And I wonder if it was something I did
Something I said
I really can't say
But she sure picked a fine time to leave me
It's my birthday today

She didn't explain in her letter
But she underlined "I still love you"
And it doesn't make me feel any better
Oh, how I wish that I knew
Her reason for leaving me
She just didn't say
But she sure picked a fine time to leave me
It's my birthday today

Happy birthday to me
She left me here all alone
With no one to talk to on the day I was born
I wish that she could see what her leaving has done to me
Oh, where could she be?
Happy birthday to me

I wish that she would call
Any time at all 
I would take her back if she wanted me to
You know, she didn't even bake me a birthday cake
Oh, what is she trying to put me through?

Happy birthday to me
She left me here all alone
With no one to talk to on the day I was born
I wish that she could see what her leaving has done to me
Oh, where could she be?
Happy birthday to me

I've been waiting since June
For a present or two
Wrapped with a bow
But I didn't know she wanted to go

Was this all in her plan?
I just don't understand 
Maybe she found
Another man

Happy birthday to me
She left me here all alone
With no one to talk to on the day I was born
I wish that she could see what her leaving has done to me
Oh, where could she be?
Happy birthday to me

She didn't even bake me a birthday cake
Happy birthday to me






Sunday, April 17, 2016

Blood In The Bed

BLOOD IN THE BED - Written by Carroll Bryant


"First we start with love"


Don't look up to the sky
The acid rain falls tonight
Just like all the nights before
Close your eyes

We are just military lovers
Trying to inflict some pain
Out to cause harm to one another
This is not how it should be

Don't look now (but somehow)
We lose our heads
Clean up this mess that we made
Blood in the bed

Don't look now (but somehow)
We fight instead
We don't give what we take
Blood in the bed
Red blood in the bed


"Now let's look at life"


Don't look up to the sky
The acid rain falls tonight
Just like all the nights before
Close your eyes

We are uncivilized people
Trying to instigate fear
Out to cause harm to one another
Love cannot hear, no, love cannot hear

Don't look now (but somehow)
We lose our heads
Clean up this mess that we made
Blood in the bed

Don't look now (but somehow)
We fight instead
We don't give what we take
Blood in the bed
Red blood in the bed

"The story is the same throughout this crazy game. What is really best? Think of what comes next. We simply live our lives running from inside. Although we try to hide, we fail. There is no compromise. Only indifference and what we make up and make believe. Comes death."

Time
Like a shadow in the night
Like a tear inside my eye
Like a worn out lullaby

Love
A never ending tale
A mix of heaven and some hell
A story we know too well

If you can't be who you are
Then who is it that you can be?

If you shoot down your shooting star
Then how can you claim to be free?

Time
Like a rainbow in the dark
Like the loneliest broken heart
Nothing is no more

Love
A fire that never burns
A lesson that never learns
A page that never turns

If you can't be understood
Then how can you understand?

Whether bad or whether good
We need that gentle hand

Time
Love
Two dreams that just goes on


"And we won't get to see the end except that of our own ...."



















Friday, April 15, 2016

It's Tearing Me Apart

IT'S TEARING ME APART - Written by Carroll Bryant


Every word that you seem to say
Has a way of bull dozing through my mind
Every glance that you seem to make 
Can take my heart to places no one else can find 

And so I keep on asking myself
If I will ever get to hold you in my arms
I always seem to find myself letting it go
And it's breaking my heart
And it's tearing me apart 

There comes a time when everybody cries
It's just a thing we all must do
Pain escapes from out of our eyes
It happens to me and it happens to you

It's just a shame we can't be together
I'll keep on dreaming my whole life away
 Maybe we could have lasted forever
And it's breaking my heart
And it's tearing me apart 

Every breath of air that you breathe 
Lingers in the room long after you leave
Every day of the sun that filters through
It tries to avoid me until I'm near you

I only wanted you to stay but you went away 
Yes you went away

And so I keep on asking myself
If I will ever get to hold you in my arms
I always seem to find myself letting it go
And it's breaking my heart
And it's tearing me apart






Wednesday, April 13, 2016

David (A Legendary King)

DAVID (A LEGENDARY KING) - Written by Carroll Bryant


I have read the bible
And I know what it's saying
There's more to survival
Than falling to your knees and praying 

After reading certain pages
I fell victim to a dream
Call it wishful thinking
You can call it anything

But I ask you, is it a sin
To wish you were one of the chosen men?

As the moon up above, I wish I was David
Like hearts fall in love, I wish I was king
So soft to the touch is my crown that is sacred
Would tough be enough for a legendary king?

David!

I have special powers
And I know what it's doing
There's more to the hour
Than busting down a door to prove it

After going certain places
I fell victim to the scene
Call it crazy thinking
You can call it anything

But I ask you, is it insane
To wish that you were one with a chosen name?

As the moon up above, I wish I was David
Like hearts fall in love, I wish I was king
So soft to the touch is my crown that is sacred
Would tough be enough for a legendary king?

David!

I believe in ancient aliens and I believe that
David was a part of them
I could see how you would think of me as being
Kind of crazy but don't you believe it

I have read the bible
I know what it's saying
There's more to survival 
Than falling down to your knees
I have special powers
I know what it's doing to me
There's more to the hour
Than what you yourself chooses to believe

But I ask you, is it a sin
To wish that you were one of the chosen men?

 As the moon up above, I wish I was David
Like hearts fall in love, I wish I was king
So soft to the touch is my crown that is sacred
Would tough be enough for a legendary king?

David!






Tuesday, April 12, 2016

Am I Wrong For Looking For An Angel?

AM I WRONG FOR LOOKING FOR AN ANGEL?
- Written by Carroll Bryant



Am I wrong for looking for an angel?
Am I wrong for wanting to hold her tight?
Am I wrong for looking for an angel?
Am I wrong for looking for her tonight?

Well, they say that I'll never find her
At least not in this world
But I know that I'm gonna find her
In time I'm gonna find that girl

Am I wrong for looking for an angel?
Am I wrong for wanting to hold her tight?
Am I wrong for looking for an angel?
Am I wrong for looking for her tonight?

I have been to so many places
And I have seen so many beautiful faces
But how I wonder when I'm gonna find 
That special girl that lingers in my mind

Am I wrong for looking for an angel?
Am I wrong for wanting to hold her tight?
Am I wrong for looking for an angel?
Am I wrong for looking for her tonight?

I could go all around
Hitting every bar in town
Gazing in every girls eyes
Still I'm going back home to face another lonely night

Another lonely night 

Am I wrong for looking for an angel?
Am I wrong for wanting to hold her tight?
Am I wrong for looking for an angel?
Am I wrong for looking for her tonight?

Am I wrong?
Been looking for so long
Am I wrong?
Been looking for her for so long

Am I wrong for looking for an angel?