Sunday, December 31, 2017

Armageddon Everything

ARMAGEDDON EVERYTHING - Written by Carroll Bryant 





Everybody’s living to their own way
Looking for to cash in on payday
Promises broken
Words unspoken
You can get married just as long as you’re not gay

We can’t learn
We can’t learn
We just keep burning ourselves
Shooting ourselves in the foot
Making the same mistakes
Until we bleed and hurt
Forgetting the past like really, really fast
We can’t learn when we keep on making it worse

Armageddon this and Armageddon that
Getting confused with opinions and facts
Distorting the truth
Until it’s a lie
Shaking your hand and saying your last goodbyes

We can’t learn
We can’t learn
We just keep burning ourselves
Shooting ourselves in the foot
Making the same mistakes
We still can’t find work
Forgetting the past like really, really fast
We can’t learn when we keep on making it worse

And we’re making it worse

Making the vote count for some kind of joke
And we joke around the way we know things are
Hiding in our happy place
Blank look upon our face
The less that we see
The more that we be
Homeless children of time and space

Armageddon this and Armageddon that
Armageddon all of the Armageddon facts
Armageddon how to Armageddon relax
Armageddon all of the Armageddon tax

Armageddon all of this and that
Armageddon everything!

Where did our happy meals go?
Why must our freedom of choice go up in smoke?
It’s all truth or dare or Obama-care
I can make my own decisions, thank you very much
All you politicians are so way out of touch

Armageddon everything!

We can’t learn
We can’t learn
We just keep burning ourselves
Shooting ourselves in the foot
Making the same mistakes
Until we bleed and hurt
Forgetting the past like really, really fast
We can’t learn when we keep on making it worse

And we’re making it worse

Everybody’s living to their own way
That’s what I see
That’s what they claim
Trying to make me live like them
That’s what I see
That is the shame

Armageddon everything!




Saturday, December 30, 2017

Misery

MISERY - Written by Carroll Bryant




Another cigarette
One more shot of whiskey
A curse out to the wind
The night air settles in my lungs again

Too many memories
I shake like my father
This addiction is kuku crazy
You can’t divide time without being benign

Welcome to my misery
The only place where I can be happy
I hated it when you were with me
How I love misery

I miss your company

Music is my medicine
I write it everyday
Your touches formed the melodies
Your scent lingers on display

Not enough discrepancies
I worry like my mom
Lost inside my abandon
You led me here alone

Welcome to my misery
The only place where I can be happy
I hated it when you were with me
How I love misery

I miss your company

These thoughts of you are dreams
They’re making me dizzy
I’m trapped somewhere in between
Everything and absolutely nothing

One last cigarette
One more shot of whiskey
I’m close to forgetting
All the things I forgot to forget

Welcome to my misery
The only place where I can be happy
I hated it when you were with me
How I love misery

I miss your company





Friday, December 29, 2017

Gone, Gone, Gone

GONE, GONE, GONE - Written by Carroll Bryant





I’m living with angels
That’s how it always goes
Every time you kill my dreams
When it’s too soft or hard
You go and break some hearts
A girl who’s nothing like she seems

Swimming in hurricanes
Dancing inside the rain
Pretending that nothing hurts
Rifles and crossbows
Your feelings will never show
Claiming that it’s just too much work

But now you’re gone, gone, gone
Clean out of sight
Yes, you’re gone, gone, gone
Girl, you’re gone tonight

Been talking with spirits
I know you can’t hear it
You’re as deaf as I am blind
Been doing some drinking
After all of this thinking
Is driving me right out of my crazy mind

I’m carrying a heavy load
I feel like I should explode
A lunatic going insane
Like a bat out of holy hell
I can still smell your smell
Smelt until you dealt it again

But now you’re gone, gone, gone
Clean out of sight
Yes, you’re gone, gone, gone
Girl, you’re gone tonight

I can’t believe that I fell for it so fast
Been living in the future
And forgot my past

Holding your hand until I can’t feel
Living inside a fantasy
Convincing myself that it was real

But it’s not ….

Nothing to do now
Except for to fall down
Spinning out of all control
Hate is the pure love
That picks me right back up
And into a much darker soul

Breathing in oxygen
Here we go once again
I should be wearing a mask
Morning, noon, dead of night
It’s the constant heat of the fight
Blurred by the lack of mind contrast

But now you’re gone, gone, gone
Clean out of sight
Yes, you’re gone, gone, gone
Girl, you’re gone tonight

And now you’re gone, gone, gone
Clean out of sight
Yes, you’re gone, gone, gone
Girl, you’re gone tonight

You’re gone alright

You fought one hell of a fight

And now you’re gone, gone, gone
Yes, you’re gone, gone, gone
Girl, you’re gone, gone, gone

Clean out of sight




Wednesday, December 27, 2017

Hear You Smile

HEAR YOU SMILE - Written by Carroll Bryant




Every beginning
Has to have some kind of fateful end
You start off life by winning
Only a good loser has to pretend

You can’t grow if you don’t fall
Pick yourself up and run for it all
You can’t slow down
You can’t speed up
You can’t slow down

I can hear you smile
I can see your fears
I can feel your pain
I can taste your tears
I can eat the wind that you leave behind
I can lose the secrets that you’re dying to find
I can hold your dreams
I can steal your screams
I can hear you smile

Looking like the devil
Hiding that little shit eating grin
When the world stops being level
You find a different road that you can condemn

You won’t tan if you don’t sun
Swagger down a path that hasn’t a pun
You can’t burn out
You can’t ignite
You can’t burn out

I can hear you smile
I can see your fears
I can feel your pain
I can taste your tears
I can eat the wind that you leave behind
I can lose the secrets that you’re dying to find
I can hold your dreams
I can steal your screams
I can hear you smile

There is no explanation
To all of the things you try to be
I need an exclamation
To put behind you and right before me

Every classic ending
Has to have a place where you can start
You play it like you see it
Good intentions will break the heart

You can’t grow if you don’t fall
Pick yourself up and run for it all
You can’t slow down
You can’t speed up
You can’t slow down

You won’t listen

I can hear you smile
I can see your fears
I can feel your pain
I can taste your tears
I can eat the wind that you leave behind
I can lose the secrets that you’re dying to find
I can hold your dreams
I can steal your screams
I can hear you smile

I can see your fears
I can taste your tears
I can hear you smile

I can hold your dreams
I can steal your screams
I can hear you smile




Monday, December 25, 2017

Sinking Like Stone

SINKING LIKE STONE - Written by Carroll Bryant




Paradise is broken
Now I can finally believe
Believe in something
Well, it’s nothing
And nothing is all I can see

Rags to riches my soul
My heart takes a pounding
Closing my eyes to which way I go
And I don’t know where I’m going

Sinking like stone
Back to being alone
A lonely telephone
And a road paved out of nothing but fools gold
Sinking like stone
It’s back to being alone
I can’t find myself a home
On this lonely road

The universe is shrinking
Time keeps running out
Running out on me
Well, it’s trying
And time is all I see

Warm to cold is the heart
Filled with good intentions
Forces me to fall apart
And I don’t know what it is saying

Sinking like stone
Back to being alone
A lonely telephone
And a road paved out of nothing but fools gold
Sinking like stone
It’s back to being alone
I can’t find myself a home
On this lonely road
This lonely road is sinking like a stone

One lie from another breeds another
Nothing but a useless, wishful lover
One weak or too strong
There is no right or wrong
Only untrue love 

Paradise is broken
Now I can finally believe
Believe in something
Well, it’s nothing
And nothing is all I can see

Sinking like stone
Back to being alone
A lonely telephone
And a road paved out of nothing but fools gold
Sinking like stone
It’s back to being alone
I can’t find myself a home
On this lonely road
This lonely road is sinking like a stone

Sinking like stone




Saturday, December 23, 2017

Rag Doll

RAG DOLL - Written by Carroll Bryant 




I’m careful to see
That you don’t belong to me
It’s crazy to know
That lightning strikes without a warning

Rag doll
You fall
You know you’ll fall for me
And rag doll
That’s all
That’s all you’ll ever be

This notion you have
Is just a stupid theory
That I won’t laugh
At any of the jokes you mention

You can’t stand to be rejected
Which is why you’re always screaming

Rag doll
You fall
You know you’ll fall for me
And rag doll
That’s all
That’s all you’ll ever be
Rag doll
You crawl
You know you’ll crawl to me
And rag doll
Too small
You’re just too small to be with me

I’m careful to know
That you would never go
It’s silly to believe
That you would never leave forever

You can’t rhyme without a reason
Beautiful girls don’t look so lonely

Rag doll
You fall
You know you’ll fall for me
And rag doll
That’s all
That’s all you’ll ever be
Rag doll
You crawl
You know you’ll crawl to me
And rag doll
Too small
You’re just too small to be with me

You’re just too scared to be alone

Rag doll
You fall
You know you’ll fall for me
And rag doll
That’s all
That’s all you’ll ever be

You can’t stand to be rejected



Thursday, December 21, 2017

No Doubt

NO DOUBT - Written by Carroll Bryant 




No doubt
What’s going through my mind
I’m done with you
Can you feel it too?
Now I’m feeling more than fine
There’s no doubt
What I’m all about
Life is on a roll
I go too fast
You go too slow
Now it’s time to let you know

Save it for a rainy day
The things you do
The things you say
You’re always creeping over me
Just when I thought I knew who you were
You turned on me
Girl you’re just a little bit too crazy
With too much baggage I can’t carry

No doubt
What’s going through my mind
I’m done with you
Can you feel it too?
Now I’m feeling more than fine
There’s no doubt
What I’m all about
Life is on a roll
I go too fast
You go too slow
Now it’s time to let you know

Starving for affection
The things you eat
So bittersweet
You’re always playing silly games
Just when I turned my eyes astray
You went too far
Girl you’re just a little bit too psycho
With too much force pushing me away

No doubt
What’s going through my mind
I’m done with you
Can you feel it too?
Now I’m feeling more than fine
There’s no doubt
What I’m all about
Life is on a roll
I go too fast
You go too slow
Now it’s time to let you know

That there’s no doubt
I finally see the truth
Right or wrong
I sing this song
You’re still caught up in your youth
There’s no doubt
What I mean to be
You’re everything
I will forget
You’re definitely not good for me

And there’s no doubt 




Tuesday, December 19, 2017

Getting Out Alive

GETTING OUT ALIVE - Written by Carroll Bryant 




We’ve all become our very own slaves
Always getting jealous of ourselves
Get online just to misbehave
The hate dominates our living hell

Don’t you think that love would be worth our time?
This is something you should carry in the back of your mind

We aint getting out of this alive
Nobody getting off this ride
Beginning or the middle and all the way until the end
You’re stuck in your seat until then

Jump back and slap somebody’s face
Always have to put somebody down
Invading a stranger and their space
I bet your parents have to be so proud

Don’t you think that friendship could ease your mind?
Why do you have to bully all the time?

We aint getting out of this alive
Nobody getting off this ride
Beginning or the middle and all the way until the end
You’re stuck in your seat until then

Because we ain’t getting out of this alive
Nobody getting off this ride
You can think that you can run so go ahead and try
We ain’t getting out of this alive

Reach out your hand with all your heart
To be a friend really isn’t so hard
Just look your fellow man eye to eye
Smile while you can before you die
You know you’re gonna die one day
And to be a better person will be too late

It will be too late

We’re all becoming so much like mud
Always getting trapped by our thoughts
Kindness is the first step towards love
A trap that I would gladly be caught

Don’t you think that love would be worth our time?
This is something you should carry in the back of your mind

In the back of your mind
All of the time
In the back of your mind

We aint getting out of this alive
Nobody getting off this ride
Beginning or the middle and all the way until the end
You’re stuck in your seat until then

Because we ain’t getting out of this alive
Nobody getting off this ride
You can think that you can run so go ahead and try
We ain’t getting out of this alive

No, we aint getting out of this alive
No, aint nobody getting off this ride
Not until the day comes, and when it finally arrives
We aint getting out of this alive



Sunday, December 17, 2017

Sea Of Tranquility

SEA OF TRANQUILITY - Written by Carroll Bryant 




Emotions can be so bulimic in this day and age
Have you noticed how I’ve come to be so filled with rage?

Hypnotized by the witness eyes and I
Steer clear of all of the passer-bys
Every time I try to hide it

I know for sure I want to be
Swimming
In the sea of tranquility
Winning
If you could only see that everything I am surrounds me
I’m not good socially
Am I?
I get caught up inside this thing
Didn’t I?
And now it’s true that I can clearly see
Everything
And I think you think of me

Time apart is time unending in this hectic world
Would you concede to separating from your favorite blurb?

Didn’t realize that you fancied or fantasized
So much about it lately
Every time you try to deny it

I know for sure I want to be
Swimming
In the sea of tranquility
Winning
If you could only see that everything I am surrounds me
I’m not good socially
Am I?
I get caught up inside this thing
Didn’t I?
And now it’s true that I can clearly see
Everything
And I think you think of me

I’m the fly-boy of this war
Dropping the bombs that make you happy
You’re standing on the shore waving goodbye

I’m the symbol of this place
That you left and made me happy
Everlasting for evermore until I cry
Touches can be so dramatic with a look you can’t replace
Have you wondered why I’m automatic and so filled with rage?

Hypnotized by the bleeding eyes and I
Commandeer the tears
That you seem to keep on shedding

I know for sure I want to be
Swimming
In the sea of tranquility
Winning
If you could only see that everything I am surrounds me
I’m not good socially
Am I?
I get caught up inside this thing
Didn’t I?
And now it’s true that I can clearly see
Everything
And I think you think of me

And I think you think of me
In the sea of tranquility 




Friday, December 15, 2017

Sorry, So Sorry

SORRY, SO SORRY - Written by Carroll Bryant 




I must have a target on my back
Every time I turn around, I can feel the attack
It doesn’t really matter if it’s fiction or a fact
I keep getting smacked around
And it’s starting to get to me
Living in the dawn
Of all of this hypocrisy

I’m sorry
So sorry for all your pain
I’m sorry
So sorry
And you know I won’t do it again

There must be a reason why I don’t care
Anymore for the treason just leaves me bare
It doesn’t matter the game, truth or dare
I keep getting slapped around
And it’s beginning to show on me
Living in the twilight
Of all of this make believe

I’m sorry
So sorry for all your pain
I’m sorry
So sorry
And you know I won’t do it again

Just read the books
What does it matter about the looks?
I swear
From cover to cover
I tear the pages
Every word that any girl ever spoken to me

There’s a chip on my shoulder
Lover to lover
From one to another with need

It’s time to just think about me

I must have a target on my back
Every time I turn around, I can feel the attack
It doesn’t matter if it’s fiction or a fact
I keep getting smacked around
And it’s starting to get to me
Living in the dawn
Of all of this hypocrisy

I’m sorry
So sorry for all your pain
I’m sorry
So sorry
And you know I won’t do it again

I’m sorry
So sorry for the ways of my sin
I’m sorry
So sorry
And you know I won’t do it again




Wednesday, December 13, 2017

Tumbler

TUMBLER - Written by Carroll Bryant




So who are you?
Caught in a game of give and take
You’re looking for direction
So confused

Here you are
Engaged to all of your delicacies
Full of lame perceptions
A bit aloof

And you wish this world a better way
Still to leave and never stay this time
You still find
That it won’t be the same
Go crazy
I need to remind you
That it will be too late
My lady
Somersault into another life

Take this hand
Follow another dizzy leader
Find refuge in a sacred heart
Call it home

Contemplate
Pick your choice of greedy breeders
You’re a woman with connections
Texting alone

You while your time with bitter ache
Shake too much and never break your style
You still smile
And it won’t be the same
Go crazy
I need to remind you
That it will be too late
My lady
Somersault into another life

So who are you?
Caught in a trivial repositioning
You’re looking for security
Under broken lights

Here you are
Divorced from all your centricities 
Acting like you did before
Aging like wine

And you wish this world a better way
Still to leave and never stay this time
You still find
That it won’t be the same
Go crazy
I need to remind you
That it will be too late
My lady
Somersault into another life



Monday, December 11, 2017

Rue The Day

RUE THE DAY - Written by Carroll Bryant




I’m nothing to you but a memory souvenir
Something you can cling to in the heat of your fears
Living with such a deplorable mind
How is that you can even sleep at night?

But I guess liars need their rest too

I was riding down the highway in the middle of my life
Missing all the signs as they went flying by
Heading for nowhere in a nightmarish dream
You went and put your spell on me

Everybody plays the fool

You’re gonna rue the day when you broke my heart
You’re gonna rue the day you tore it apart
I’m gonna find a way to make a new start
With the eyes of a lonely face
Girl, you’re gonna rue the day

Sweet little innocent devil in disguise
I’m tired of your excuses and I’m tired of your lies
Living in a world of nothing but pretend
You live in a sequence of invisible friends

But I guess haters are people too

You think you’re all this and you think you’re all that
I think you’ve been smoking way too much crack
A heartless little bitch who is cold to the core
A slut turned a nasty whore

This is your only truth

You’re gonna rue the day when you broke my heart
You’re gonna rue the day you tore it apart
I’m gonna find a way to make a new start
With the eyes of a lonely face
Girl, you’re gonna rue the day

I’m nothing to you but a memory souvenir
Something you can cling to in the heat of your fears
But I guess that’s all anybody could expect from you

There’s a reason why HE doesn’t want you

You’re gonna rue the day when you broke my heart
You’re gonna rue the day you tore it apart
I’m gonna find a way to make a new start
With the eyes of a lonely face
Girl, you’re gonna rue the day