Wednesday, May 31, 2017

Love Is

LOVE IS - Written by Carroll Bryant 


What are you thinking?
What's going on?
You have been hurt, girl
But it won't last for long

What are you doing?
What's left to say?
If you don't understand
Then let me put it this way

(And you can dry your eyes)

Love is a river
Love is an endless flood
Love is the air you breathe
Love is the only blood
Love is a vision
Love is the truth
Love is a blinding light
Love is a hundred proof
Love is a broken rule
Love is a total fool
Love is your only chance
Love is your happy dance
Love is forbidden
Love is your fruit 
Love is the way that you are
Love is the things that you do
Love is the beginning
Love is the end
Love is your greatest enemy
Love is your closest friend
Love is forever
Love is a day
Love is a life of crime
Love is a lonely face
Love is the answer
Love is the key
Love is so damn expensive
Love is for free
Love is for losers
Love is so small
Love is the flames of hell
Love is a free fall
Love is a danger zone
Love is living all alone
Love is the tears we cry
Love is the way we try
Love is so little
Love is so much
Love is heart and soul
Love is a tender touch
Love is the sound of drums
Love is the frill of horns
Love is so bittersweet 
Love is
And it just goes on and on and on

Love is a flower that's willing to grow
Love is hour to hour
Love is all you know

Love is a peaceful sleep 
Love is a storm
Love is the secret you keep
Love is safe and warm
Love is a hope
Love is a dream
Love is when you meet
Love is when you scream
Love is a truth
Love is a dare
Love is
Love is everywhere

Love is the rhythm
Love is the rhyme
Love is a song
Love is all the time
Love is on the brains
Love will break those chains
Love is right
Love is wrong
Love is
And love just keeps going on and on and on ........

Love is this
Love is that
Love is false
Love is fact

Love is .... at long last 





Sunday, May 28, 2017

Not Every Road Leads To Gold

NOT EVERY ROAD LEADS TO GOLD - Written by Carroll Bryant


There doesn't seem to be a way
To talk about these things
A homeless man with nothing to say
And nowhere to begin 

I guess it's hard for me 
I'm living in his fantasy
I wonder if there's something I can do?

Which way to heaven?
Where can I find the answers that will help me grow?
Is it right to question or make a good suggestion?
I guess not every road leads to gold

I see the children playing
They have a shine of their own
In between the laughter I'm hearing
Someone is afraid to go home 

I guess it's hard for me
I'm at peace with my reality 
I wonder if there's something I can do?

Which way to heaven?
Is there an angel lost out in the cold?
Who am I to question or make a good suggestion?
I guess not every road leads to gold

There's a bruise upon the face of this lady that I see
Her husband is walking away when he sees me
No black eye can hide the shame
No bleeding lip can go in vain
So, why this burden I feel when she can just walk away?

Why doesn't she just walk away?

There doesn't seem to be a way
To write about these things
A lonely man who lives each day
That seems to never end for him

I guess it's hard for me
I'm sitting here with my family
I know that there is something that I can do

And you can too

This way to heaven
I see the answers and now I do know
There's nothing more to question or to make a good suggestion
I guess not every road leads to gold

Oh, no
Not every road leads to gold





Friday, May 26, 2017

Breakaway

BREAKAWAY - Written by Carroll Bryant



Love is always pending
In a heart that’s made of stone
The messages you’re sending
Makes me feel so all alone
And there’s a contradiction
Between your mask and your disguise
The road to my perdition
Is filled with brutal nights

I can’t find remission
Of the cancer in our souls
This critical condition
Is just standing on its own
I call you on the telephone
Your voice sounds so strange
You tell me that you’re going home
It looks like nothing has changed

So you breakaway from all the things we used to be
You breakaway because you can and I believe
I can make you stay even though I hide behind this wall
Breakaway you can … no, you can’t stop this man
From crawling back to you
But that’s not what I choose

Happy ever after
Is just a children’s fairy-tale
Burning eyes of sapphire
Clearly tells the tale
And in my intuition
I see the way you are to leave
And in my full admission
I have no aces up my sleeve

So you breakaway from all the things we used to be
You breakaway because you can and I believe
I can make you stay even though I hide behind this wall
Breakaway you can … no, you can’t stop this man
From crawling back to you
But that’s not what I choose

No matter which way I go
I lose
I’m not crawling back to you
I say no
That’s not what I choose
No matter which way I go
I lose

I lose

So you breakaway from all the things we used to be
You breakaway because you can and I believe
I can make you stay even though I hide behind this wall
Breakaway you can … no, you can’t stop this man
From crawling back to you
But that’s not what I choose

I’m not crawling back to you



Thursday, May 25, 2017

Shattered Glass

SHATTERED GLASS - Written by Carroll Bryant 


When you look at that face in the mirror
Does it smile back at you?
Or are you afraid of your own reflection?
Does it tell you the lies that you know are true?

Every time I think of what I could be
Electricity goes through my veins 
What I thought I saw I just didn't see
Electricity becomes the thing
That gets me through until the dawn
I'm not alone anymore
I found my heart
So, why do I cry?
Are they tears of joy?
Are they tears of slang?

Every time I dream of what I believe
Electricity runs through my bones
What I thought I knew and then later preconceived 
Electricity becomes the thing
That gets me through until dawn
I'm not with you anymore
I lost my mind
So, why do I even try?
Is it just a habit?
Where is it leading me?

Shattered glass all around my feet
N'tho I step on it
I can't make it bleed
I'm not afraid of it or so you hear me say
Sometimes I just don't know exactly what I mean

When you look at that face in the mirror
Does it smile back at you?
Or are you afraid of your own reflection?
Does it tell you the lies that you know are true?

Shattered glass all around my feet
N'tho I walk right through it
I still can't believe
My soul keeps searching the night 
To find the day
Sometimes I just don't know exactly what I need

Every time I think of what I could dream
Electricity travels to my brain
What I thought I heard you say wasn't what I thought to think
That electricity becomes again 
That gets me through until dawn
I'm not alone anymore
I found my heart
So, why do I cry?
Are they tears of joy?
Are they tears of slang?

Shattered glass all around my feet
Noises in the dark and I can't see
Air in my lungs and still I can't breathe
I'm not afraid of it 

When you look at that face in the mirror 
Is it smiling back at you?
Can you recognize the feeling?








Tuesday, May 23, 2017

Broken Promises

BROKEN PROMISES - Written by Carroll Bryant 



She’s always making promises
Making broken promises

You keep me up in the night
You’re always in my dreams
Lurking in the shadows and chasing after me
I’m pulling out my hair
And I’m about to really scream
You’re making me impaired
You’re nothing like you seem

Everyday I grow weary from the thought of you
Anyway, I have better things to do
Like making up a list of all your promises
Your list of broken promises

You leave us hanging in the air
A coin flip guessed by chance
Lounging in the lazy chair and doing your dance
I’m about to leave from there
And I’m living in my trance
You’re masking me in my despair
I can’t stand this happenstance

Everyday I grow leery at the sight of you
Anyway, your lies will never come true
And neither will your promises
Your stupid broken promises

Brake my heart
It’s about to crash
Break my heart
You’re a piece of trash
Brake my heart
I’m flying off the tracks
Break my heart
As a matter of fact you do

You kick me in the light of day
So happy for my misery
Window shopping for a guillotine
Slapping at my wits end
And now I know what it means
To myself I must extend
A mannequin or shouting spree

Everyday I grow weary from the thought of you
Anyway, I have better things to do
Like making up a list of all your promises
Your list of broken promises

She’s always making promises
Making broken promises

Brake my heart
It’s about to crash
Break my heart
You’re a piece of trash
Brake my heart
I’m flying off the tracks
Break my heart
As a matter of fact it’s true

Everyday I grow leery at the sight of you
Anyway, your lies will never come true
And neither will your promises
Your stupid broken promises

She’s always making promises
Making broken promises to me



Monday, May 22, 2017

Ageless Wonder

AGELESS WONDER - Written by Carroll Bryant


I've drifted like a feather blowing in the wind
I've seen some things I know that I will never see again
A picture of the mountains still lingers in my mind
The earth
The trees
And the clear blue sky

Life's an ageless wonder that never falls from grace
Time's a fearless warrior with a compassionate face 
And love is like an angel in a world of hopes and dreams
And you mean everything to me
Yes, you mean everything to me

I've cried myself a river in my moments of despair 
I've flown just like an eagle on two wings and a prayer
I've dedicated laughter to the power of your sun
A touch
A kiss
And then another one

Life's an endless teacher that keeps us in our place
Time's a watchful father counting all of our mistakes 
And love is like forever in a world of mystery 
And you mean everything to me
Yes, you mean everything to me

I've lived to see the beauty of your precious smile
Always to believe that it was worth the while
I've traveled roads to riches each time I spoke your name
Like words of a song and a melody 

Life's an ageless wonder that never falls from grace
Time's a fearless warrior with a hungrier face 
And love is like an angel in a world of true belief 
And you mean everything to me
Yes, you mean everything to me

And you mean everything to me 
Yes, you mean everything to me


Saturday, May 20, 2017

The Goodbye Look

THE GOODBYE LOOK - Written by Carroll Bryant 



Nobody can ever say we didn’t try it out
We gave it our best shot
That’s what life’s about
And nothing comes so plain
As emotions when they’re dry
You fall in love again
Just to watch it die

It’s like clinging to yesterday
When there’s nothing left to rest our hat on

And our conversation’s light
Why am I not surprised?
It happens every time
When wings fail to fly
Why am I so surprised?
It happens all the time
And it’s then that I begin to realize
You have a different appetite
A brand new look that I just can’t describe

What am I not surprised?
You have the goodbye look in your eyes

We walked a beaten path to everyplace we knew
Talking works it out
But not when it is really through
And nothing’s working right
Everything’s a mess
We fight to just remember
We fight to just forget

It’s like holding onto yesterday
When there’s never a shoulder to rely on

And our conversation’s light
Why am I not surprised?
It happens every time
When wings fail to fly
Why am I so surprised?
It happens all the time
And it’s then that I begin to realize
You have a different appetite
A brand new look that I just can’t describe

What am I not surprised?
You have the goodbye look in your eyes

No tender touch could ever make it true
It only comes down to us
Just to me and you

No verbalized exchange
Can ever make it better
Can ever make it right

Nobody can ever say we didn’t try it out
We gave it our best shot
That’s what life’s about

It’s like letting go of your own hand
When the fall itself is enough to kill you

And our conversation’s light
Why am I not surprised?
It happens every time
When wings fail to fly
Why am I so surprised?
It happens all the time
And it’s then that I begin to realize
You have a different appetite
A brand new look that I just can’t describe

What am I not surprised?
You have the goodbye look in your eyes

I pretend that I’m surprised
That you have the goodbye look in your eyes



Friday, May 19, 2017

Easier Said Than Done

EASIER SAID THAN DONE - Written by Carroll Bryant



Where did you go?
What did you do?
How far to run when shadows are chasing you?

What did you want?
What did you get?
The taste of love is bittersweet so, don't you ever forget

You always thought that you were heading towards the sun
But for you
Things are easier said than done 
And now you learned one of life's menial lessons 

Look straight ahead
Don't turn your back
What remains after teaching the precious facts?

In such a world
There is a crime
A simple moment that invades a simple mind

You always thought that you would give love on the run
But for you
Things are easier said than done
And now you learned one of life's trivial lessons 

Look away
Look away
From the light that shines from sacred eyes
Where the truth is told inside of the lies
And nothing ventured is nothing gained
But the pain is still pain
And you know it's true
But what can you do?
How far to run when shadows are chasing you?

The shadows are still chasing you

You always thought that you would live off of the fun
But for you
Things are easier said than done
And now you learned one of life's defective lessons

You always thought that you were heading towards the sun
But for you
Things are easier said than done 
And now you learned one of life's menial lessons 

The shadows are still chasing you





Wednesday, May 17, 2017

Serial Killer

SERIAL KILLER - Written by Carroll Bryant 





I see the love from the hate in your eyes
You were abused by the hands of life
Now you seem to want to abuse me

You take the pleasure and turn it into pain
You make a sunny day want to rain
Now you go off hysterically

Wash your hands with blood
Wash away the love
Go ahead and scream
Scream while we’re making love

You lay me down on a bed of barb-wire
You treat me like I was a criminal
You lay me down on a bed of hot fire
You treat me like a serial killer
And you show me no mercy
No, you show no mercy
There can never be mercy for the criminally insane

I like the way that you like to smack
You’re on the loose and ready to attack
Now you dream of taking me down

There is no shame in the manner you are
I am the deer in the headlights of your car
Then you beat me like a red headed step-child

Wash your hands with tears
Wash away the years
Go ahead and scream
Scream while we’re making love

You lay me down on a bed of barb-wire
You treat me like I was a criminal
You lay me down on a bed of hot fire
You treat me like a serial killer
And you show me no mercy
No, you show no mercy
There can never be mercy for the criminally insane

They should lock you up and throw away the key
They should skip the trial and get straight to the penalty
They should lock you up and throw away the key

Just throw away the key
I like the way that you like to smack
And leave the scratches on my back

Come over here and scratch me

I see the love from the hate in your eyes
You were abused by the hands of time
Now I seem to like you abusing me

You love to abuse me

Wash your hands with blood
Wash away the love
Go ahead and scream
Scream while we’re making love

You lay me down on a bed of barb-wire
You treat me like I was a criminal
You lay me down on a bed of hot fire
You treat me like a serial killer

You lay me down on a bed of barb-wire
You treat me like I was a criminal
You lay me down on a bed of hot fire
You treat me like a serial killer
And you show me no mercy
No, you show no mercy
There can never be mercy

You show me no mercy
No, you never show mercy
You show me no mercy

There can never be mercy for the criminally insane



Tuesday, May 16, 2017

The Guillotine

THE GUILLOTINE - Written by Carroll Bryant


You pretend that I don't exist 
I will change your mind if you give me just one more kiss
And our love will dance in the fire
Desire will become the whole that is you
Visions will appear N'they will be like you've never seen
Angels will be crucified by the guillotine 

You contend that I can't escape
I will blow your mind if you promise me that you will consecrate 
And our love will dance in the fire
Desire will become from a heart that's true
Illusions will appear N'they will be like you've never dreamed
Angels will be crucified by the guillotine 

Close your eyes and count the ways 
Count the ways that you can die
Realize that when you open your face 
There's nowhere that you can hide

What have you ever sacrificed? 

You pretend that I don't exist
I will change your mind if you give me just one more bliss
And our love will dance in the fire
Desire will become and take a hold of you
Visions will appear N'they will be like you've never seen
Angels will be crucified by the guillotine 



Sunday, May 14, 2017

Oblivion

OBLIVION - Written by Carroll Bryant



When everything you say breaks me into pieces
I melt away into my own little world

I can hear you barking at the moon again
You’re warning the rest of your pack
To stay away from me

And so they stay away

I want to slap you across the face
But you keeping bouncing all over the place
Your kiss of love is nothing more than the kiss of death

Follow me if you please
Follow me into oblivion
Follow me and you will see
I’m not joking girl, no
I’m not kidding

Here we can finally be
Right here
Somewhere in oblivion

When everything you do shakes me into pieces
I melt away deep inside your hole

I can think that you’re never coming back
But when I do I lose another day
I live another way

And so I finally stay

I want to kick you in the head
But you’re too stupid and too dead
Your arms surround me to bind me to this ignominy

Follow me if you please
Follow me into oblivion
Follow me and you will see
I’m not joking girl, no
I’m not kidding

Here we can finally be
Right here
Somewhere in oblivion

The walking faces of our past
Creeping out to stop the fast
They feast on brains of the living
Shattered lives that keep on giving

Even zombies mummify
The times we dared to even try
To find a road that would lead
To everything we ever dreamed of

Love
It’s just a word
Love
You made it hurt
Love
Is a dessert you threw right into my fucking face
Jesus knows I tried to hate you

Love
It’s just a word
Love
You still make it hurt
Love
Flies away just like a bird of prey
And I can’t understand why I can’t forsake you

Just like a little whore
You beg for more
You make me beg for you
In return
I want to hate you

Love
It lives and dies
Love
Escaping from your eyes
Love
I’m so petrified of the lips that tells me lies

Only God can know how much I hate you

Follow me if you please
Follow me into oblivion
Follow me and you will see
I’m not joking girl, no
I’m not kidding

Here we can finally be
Right here
Somewhere in oblivion

When everything you say breaks me into pieces
It breaks me … it shakes me
And I can’t seem to fucking hate you



Saturday, May 13, 2017

Weep

WEEP - Written by Carroll Bryant


You can hold my hand 
If you think that you will need to
It's there for you

You can rest yourself on my shoulders
If you think that you will want to
I will comfort you

I cannot be everywhere at every time 
But I will always be there for you

Weep 
And I will drink your tears
Laugh
And I will lose my fears of losing you
To another god or man
Smile
And it will bring me light
Leave
And I will die tonight
You know it's true
Do you understand?
Weep 
And I will drink your tears
I will always be there for you

You can have my heart
If you think that you will need it
It only beats for you

You can rest your soul in mine
If you think that you will want to
It will always stay with you

I cannot be everything to everyone
But I will always be anything for you

Weep 
And I will drink your tears
Laugh
And I will lose my fears of losing you
To another god or man
Smile
And it will bring me light
Leave
And I will die tonight
You know it's true
Do you understand?
Weep 
And I will drink your tears
I will always be there for you

Inside this lonely world
There's a place for you
In my heart you're the only girl 
And I will always be there for you

You can hold my hand
You can rest your head on my shoulders
All you have to do is do it
Give me the chance and I will prove it

Weep 
And I will drink your tears
Laugh
And I will lose my fears of losing you
To another god or man
Smile
And it will bring me light
Leave
And I will die tonight
You know it's true
Do you understand?
Weep 
And I will drink your tears
I will always be there for you

Weep
And I will weep with you





Thursday, May 11, 2017

Cheap Trick

CHEAP TRICK - Written by Carroll Bryant



I sat on the edge of an endless night
My heart racing with all it’s might
And I thought
I thought about you

Holding hands with the word of your name
You’re so indifferent and still so plain
And I’m not
Gonna forget about you

When you’re young the people say that
Love is a place where you can play but
Never in my life can I really believe
Because that kind of love never found me

Letting go is the hardest part
It takes too much and breaks your heart
In two
It makes you crazy to the point of sick
Love is nothing but one cheap trick
It’s true

Your love is the proof

I hang my mind on empty air
Your memory will reappear
And I know
I know about you

Emotions slide down like an avalanche
You got me right from the very first glance
And I’m not
Gonna forget about you

When you’re dumb in so many ways that
Love will come in a clouded haze but
Never will you think that you can believe
Because love is just a mystery

Letting go is the hardest part
It takes too much and breaks your heart
In two
It makes you crazy to the point of sick
Love is nothing but one cheap trick
It’s true

Your love is the proof

I’m standing all alone again after everything said has been done
Torn to pieces bit by bit after the battle of the war that nobody won
And I’m trying to find all the answers
And I’m trying to find out where we went wrong
And the questions keep dancing like dancers
And I’m dying to find out what I’m trying to find out
That the answers hadn’t questions all along

I sat on the edge of an endless night
My heart racing after an endless fight
And I thought
I thought about you

When you’re young the people say that
Love is a place where you can play but
Never in my life can I really believe
Because that kind of love never found me

Letting go is the hardest part
It takes too much and breaks your heart
In two
It makes you crazy to the point of sick
Love is nothing but one cheap trick
It’s true

Your love is the proof

Letting go is the hardest part
It takes too much and breaks your heart
In two

Your love is the proof



Wednesday, May 10, 2017

God Is Dead

GOD IS DEAD - Written by Carroll Bryant


Someone said to me that god was dead
I looked around and I could see evidence
No one else had noticed as it were they were too busy 
Busy living in their own over self confidence 

And so I thought about what was said to me
I could feel a tear develop in my eyes 
This has to be some kind of mistake
Or real bad dream
How could one suggest that love has died?
And yes, I cried

And so I read my paper and shake my head
All the while believing god is dead
I walk around the streets and see the blood that he bled
Walking down the street believing god is dead
Oh, no

I carry all this knowledge from what I've learned
But it doesn't do me any good in this barbaric world
The people seem content to watch their cities burn
The people seem content to watch some naked pretty girl

And so I thought about what it all meant to me
No emotions do I feel now that I'm alone
This has to be some kind of a joke
Or catastrophe 
The blood I've come to know
The blood I've always known
But never shown

And so I read my paper and shake my head
All the while believing god is dead
I walk around the streets and see the blood that he bled
Walking down the street believing god is dead
Oh, no

No paper chase to a foreign moon
Only the cries and despair that death will be here soon
No hope or prayer
No distant mood
Only the cold reality that life will be here soon

And so I read my paper and shake my head
All the while believing god is dead
I walk around the streets and see the blood that he bled
Walking down the street believing god is dead
I can't believe that god is dead
Oh, no