Friday, September 30, 2016

Closer

CLOSER - Written by Carroll Bryant


Close your eyes
And picture me standing by your side
Holding tight, your hand
And to always know I am thinking about you

Say goodbye 
To all of those lonely nights that you may know
Believe within your heart and I will stay forever
I will never go 
And to always know I will be there just for you
And be closer than the night
Closer than we ever can be
Living in the light
Closer than the sky and sea
Never letting go
It's just too good to be true
Closer to me
Closer to you

And be closer than the night
Closer than we ever can be
Living in the light
Closer than the sky and sea
Never letting go
It's just too good to be true
Closer to me
Closer to you

Close your eyes
And picture me standing by your side
Holding tight, your hand
And to always know I am thinking about you
Always thinking about you
Always being there for you

Only for you





Thursday, September 29, 2016

The Rhetoric

THE RHETORIC - Written by Carroll Bryant


I dig my grave in the sands of the hour glass and time
As mayhem understands and I'm the master of the mastermind 
And torture is odious to civilized people 
Where do you think you will find your peace?
When will you open yourself up to believe
That torture is in the hands of civilized people

Jesus wants to hate you
Jesus wants to slap you
Jesus wants to break you
Jesus will do what Jesus will do

Jesus wants to will you
Jesus wants to feel you
Jesus wants to thrill you
 Jesus will do what Jesus will do

When do you think you will find your peace?
Where will you go when you finally believe?
Open minds are too quick to close
Now where does the life go?

Jesus wants to surf you
Jesus wants to Smurf you
Jesus wants to fool you
Jesus will do what Jesus will do

Jesus wants to taste you
Jesus wants to bake you
Jesus wants to waste you
Jesus will do what Jesus will do

I dig my grave in the sands of the hour glass and time
As mayhem understands and I'm the master of the mastermind 

I'm the master of the great unkind 





Tuesday, September 27, 2016

Soul Of Anarchy

SOUL OF ANARCHY - Written by Carroll Bryant 


Lay your heart upon the altar 
Sacrifice your blood
Wash it away the morning after
Sex doesn't always equal love

Beware the quick decision 
Not everybody is immune to the pain
Too blind to see the vision
Natives always dance before the fire for rain

Blood stains on the altar 
Dancing before the fire
Sacrifice the heart of love

Sex can't save your soul
Love can't save your soul
Hope can't save your soul
Soul can't save your soul
Truth can't save your soul
Hate can't save your soul
Youth can't save your soul
Soul can't save your soul

Blood stains on the altar 
Dancing before the fire
Sacrifice the heart of love

Death can't save your soul
Life can't save your soul
Earth can't save your soul
Soul can't save your soul
Sun can't save your soul
Wind can't save your soul
Faith can't save your soul
Soul can't save your soul

Nothing can save your soul
You're reaching for anything
Bodies collapsing together
Souls can't be saved

Not tonight, anyway


Sunday, September 25, 2016

Life Goes On

LIFE GOES ON - Written by Carroll Bryant


There in the dark I play with my thoughts
I close my eyes again
Hearing those words that you spoke to me, girl
It was never ever gonna end
You didn't even wave just the other day
When you were walking down the street 
You walked away with nothing to say
Pretending our eyes didn't even meet

Life goes on 
At least that's what they say
But I never thought that life would go on this way
I'm lost and confused
And every day is another day of thinking of you
Life goes on 
That much I can tell
All of my good friends are wishing me well
But they cannot feel my pain
My love for you just goes in vain
Life goes on

There in my house I sit all alone
I listen to the radio 
Singing the words that you sang to me, girl
You were never gonna let me go
I broke down and cried and didn't know why
When I was thinking about you and me
I got to the part of loves broken heart
And the way that I thought that it was gonna be

Life goes on
At least that much is true
But I never thought that life would go on without you
In my mind I can't believe
In my heart I cannot breathe 
Life goes on
Or so that's what I hear
I'm standing on the edge of my sorrow and tears
Look at what you've done
Life goes on

I guess I took this world for granted 
Every night my prayer is the same
And when my wishes go unplanted
I recant my dreams and call out your name

 Life goes on 
At least that's what they say
But I never thought that life would go on this way
I'm lost and confused
And every day is another day of thinking of you
Life goes on 
That much I can tell
All of my good friends are wishing me well
But they cannot feel my pain
My love for you just goes in vain
Life goes on

Life goes on
At least that much is true
But I never thought that life would go on without you
In my mind I can't believe
In my heart I cannot breathe 
Life goes on
Or so that's what I hear
I'm standing on the edge of my sorrow and tears
Look at what you've done
Life goes on

Life goes on
Life goes on
Life goes on and on and on
I hate every minute

Life goes on
Life goes on
Life goes on and on and on
I hate it, I admit it

Look at what you've done
Life goes on



Saturday, September 24, 2016

Unofficially Dead

UNOFFICIALLY DEAD - Written by Carroll Bryant


I let my conscience be my guide 
I live my life as if I'm never gonna die
But I did and I'm onto a better life
Or so that's what they say
They said
I was proclaimed a husband to my wife
This is right about the time that I realized
I was unofficially dead

There are so many things I longed to be
Her arms began to stopping me
Now there are so many dreams that I still dream
With her I can no longer see

People give me advice
They can't even save their own pathetic lives
They can't even save their children from the crocodiles 
They let them go outside and play
Unsupervised with pedophiles
They live off of their own lies
And to me they made their bed
They know they surely lied
They are unofficially dead

I let my conscience be my guide
I live my life but I don't know why
I go out of my head
I have myself a wife
And now I'm unofficially dead

There are no reasons for me to dream
My nuptials make me want to scream
I don't think that I can breathe
My brain lacks activity 
I wish that I could leave

I step outside my door and look up to the sky
I don't want this anymore
Tears fall from my eyes
I am married to this world
Owned by a wife
And I break my daily bread
Listed as unofficially dead

No one can help me now
I am so far down
Living in my dread
Total regrets 
Looking for a hand
Maybe I'm not a real man
Maybe not yet
Because I'm unofficially dead

I let my conscience be my guide
I let my sorrow be my lonely bride
I'm half awake
I'm half alive
Unofficially I have died

I let my conscience be my guide



Friday, September 23, 2016

Read My Lips (No New Taxes)

READ MY LIPS (NO NEW TAXES) - Written by Carroll Bryant


Read my lips
No new taxes 
Read my lips
Kiss my ass
Read my lips
No new taxes
Read my lips
Well, how about that?

And nothing ever seems to change 
Everything about us remains the same

Once upon a time I had me a brother
Now he is a sucker or a mother-fucker
Fucking with my sister
Disrespecting father

Now look at what you have done
Where in the hell has your mind gone?

You're messing with my lover

Read my lips
No new taxes 
Read my lips
Kiss my ass
Read my lips
No new taxes
Read my lips
Well, how about that?

And nothing ever seems to change
Everything about us remains the same

America once tasted like apple pie
Now we live to tell the big lie

Well, how about that?

Why are you surprised?

Read my lips
No new taxes 







Wednesday, September 21, 2016

Nick Of Time

NICK OF TIME - Written by Carroll Bryant 


No one seems to listen anymore
To what is going on
They refuse to support the war
That is always going on
Nobody seems to care anyway
To what is happening 
They just want to be in the way
It makes them feel needed

Knee deep in America
Ass deep in solitude 
America's new in communism
It's their new attitude 

No one seems to listen anymore
To what is going on
They refuse to support the war
That is always going on
Nobody seems to visualize their world
Blinded by hypocrisy
They just want to look at pretty girls
Welcome to society

I ask myself
What is going on?
I ask myself
Why do I even care?
I ask myself
What in the hell are you doing now?
I ask myself
How do I get out?

Can we stop it in the nick of time?
Can we save it in the nick of time?
Can we change it in the nick of time?
In the nick of time 
In the nick of time

Can we save ourselves ... in the nick of time?







Monday, September 19, 2016

Two People

TWO PEOPLE - Written by Carroll Bryant 


Here we are
Two people lost in wonder
Wishing on a star
While our hearts, they roll like thunder

Maybe we are crazy
And maybe it is true
That we are both swimming in it
Love is so brand new

We take it to the limit 

Here we stand
Two people facing the fire
Working on a plan 
While our hearts work on their desire

Maybe it's too simple
For our starry eyes to see
The state of our obsession 
Planting our own seeds

Texting our true confessions

Here we stay
Two people free of confusion
Trying hard to play
Outside of loves mirrored illusion

Maybe I love you
And maybe they don't care
They don't have to worry
Your love for me is everywhere

They will have to accept it

And we know there's nothing for us to prove
The sky is still our limit
Now they have to believe it's true
They hate to admit it

Maybe I love you
And maybe they don't care
They don't have to worry
Your love for me is everywhere

We are the reason why love was invented

Maybe it's too simple
For our starry eyes to see
The state of our obsession 
Planting our own seeds

This is all it is
This is all we are
We're just two people






Sunday, September 18, 2016

Original Nasty Child

ORIGINAL NASTY CHILD - Written by Carroll Bryant


After school is flirty time
Old man with a dirty mind
He likes her in her catholic skirt
She likes him to make it hurt
Nasty
She likes it wild
She's tight
She's ripe
She is the original nasty child

On her knees 
Out of her dress
The back door she likes the best
A one hundred percent bona fide dream

Play it cool
Play it tough
She's a fool who likes it rough
She's a pure bona fide beauty queen
Nasty
 She likes it wild
She's tight
She's ripe
She is the original nasty child

She's young
She's fun
She is beguiled 
She is the original nasty child

She don't like the little boys
She would rather play with her little toys
She likes the throw-down on the floor
She's nothing but a teenage whore
She's tight
She's ripe
She is the original nasty child

After school is flirty time
Old man with a dirty mind
He likes her in her catholic skirt
She likes him to make it hurt
Nasty
 She likes it wild
She's tight
She's ripe
She is the original nasty child

She's fresh
Sex in the flesh
Nasty and oh, so wild
She is the original nasty child

She's so young and nasty, yeah!






Saturday, September 17, 2016

Explode

EXPLODE - Written by Carroll Bryant


This is the beginning of the end 
Of what I thought would never last
And it did
No one could possibly understand this
Except for me
And I never
Although
I thought I did
To love, so where does it all go and
How in the world did it get there so fast
When in your mind I'm thinking of you
And in the aftermath of misery
It never did exist 

Is it her I forgot to forget?
Sometimes I wonder
Is it for her that I sacrificed my life?
As I explode into another dimension 
I wonder

I really have to wonder

This is the middle of a story that 
Will never stop or start telling itself
And it did
To me it will always continue
To you it rests where it doesn't exist 
I thought it did
In love, and so it is a feeling
The very essence to a soul to soul
It dies to last
When in my mind, your mind is thinking
That my mind will just explode
Leaving the remnants of memories
That you don't even know they exist

Is it her that my eyes have never seen?
And then it's true that my eyes can only see
Is it for her that I sacrificed my blood?
All in the blame of love
I lie
To myself the truth, and I wonder

And to itself I wonder

This is the end of what begins and
But never ends 
To that becomes it
And it did

You can't recognize the face of the ghost
Because you did not see it and I thought I did
In love, and always to the beggar we beg
For mercy not to thrill the goose
Your ruse just couldn't last
As it took on a life of its own
Mine
To you I give the gift that lasts forever
My secrecy

Is it her that fortifies my heart?
My loneliness and pain
Is it her to never witness me and the nothing that I gained?

Is it her to know it but to me 
To her
I will never know
Is it her for me to never tell
But to know it that somehow I know she knows

And then my mind Explodes ......






Thursday, September 15, 2016

Do The Monster

DO THE MONSTER - Written by Carroll Bryant 


What did you say to me just the other day?
Was it something like get lost? Get away? 

Well, now I see you're back again 
Did you have enough of him?
Get lost - Get away 

You try to play with my mind 
Your fine tuned body draws the line 
I give in once again ... because you're too fine 

Let's do the monster 
Dance on my body all night long, baby
Let's do the monster 
It's not right and it's not wrong
One more time for old times sake 
Put a smile on our face tonight 

What did you say to me just the other night?
Was it something like get off? Get out of sight? 

Well, now I see you have returned 
Did your other squeeze give you the burn?
I give in once again ... because I can't learn 

You try to play with my mind 
Same old story, bump and grind 
Get off - Get out of sight 

Let's do the monster 
Dance on my body all night long, baby
Let's do the monster 
It's not right and it's not wrong
One more time for old times sake 
Put a smile on our face tonight - doing the monster

Let's do the monster 

Knock, knock, on my door
Baby wanna go and hit the dance floor?
Knock, knock, on my door
Baby wanna go and do what for? 

Let's do it girl, once more - for old times sake

Let's do the monster one more time once more 

You try to play with my mind 
Your fine tuned body draws the line 
I give in once again ... because you're too fine 

Let's do the monster 
Dance on my body all night long, baby
Let's do the monster 
It's not right and it's not wrong
One more time for old times sake 
Put a smile on our face tonight - doing the monster

I give in once again because ..... I'm a man

Tuesday, September 13, 2016

Way To The Wind

WAY TO THE WIND - Written by Carroll Bryant 


"Where to begin old way to the wind. Gently to stay and then blow away again."


Where to begin?
Old way to the wind
Gently to stay with me
Then blow away again

Are you my friend?
Where is the love you send?
Where to begin?
Old way to the wind
Where to begin?

Way to the wind
I hope this feeling never ends
Feeling this way again
Way to the wind

Are you my friend?
Where is the love you send?
Where to begin
Blow away and then
Where to begin?

Desperately I stand there as you blow across my face
Sending my thoughts into another time and place
Anxiously I call to you as my past passes me by and I
Hopelessly defend you 
As of yet, I don't know why

Oh, why?

Angrily I curse you as I know where you have been and I
Never meant to harm you as my witnesses can testify 
Hungrily I eat you as I open wide and breathe you in
Patiently awaiting for you to blow again

Again

Where to begin?
Old way to the wind
Gently to stay with me
Then blow away again

Are you my friend?
Where is the love you send?
Way to the wind
I hope this feeling never ends
Way to the wind
Where to begin?
Gently to stay with me
Only to blow away again

My friend

Way to the wind




Monday, September 12, 2016

My Bride

MY BRIDE - Written by Carroll Bryant


Is this your magic?
Is this make believe or is it real?
I'm walking on holy ground searching for your spirit
I can sense your presence 
I can taste the wind
Your soul I can't feel

With dirt on my hands I try to get to you
My love
I am so scared
I'm so alone ever since you died
And even though you are a corpse
You're still my bride

I can acknowledge that my sanity is slipping away
From me
There is nowhere to go for a crazy man
Still I couldn't stay away
Is this what they mean when they tell you
That hell is just a bad thought away

You knew I couldn't hide
Even if I tried
Baby, you are still my bride

Deep behind the darkness
Way behind the gate
I dig to taste your kisses
I dig to fornicate

I want to be with you
After all it is our honeymoon
My love
I am so scared
And I know that you are all alone
Nothing seems to change
Everything is still the same
Ever since you died
Even though you know I know
That you are still a corpse
Baby, you are still my bride

Is this your magic?
Is this make believe or is it real?
Your words I can't hear
Your thoughts I can feel
You know that your touch is magic
It brings tears right to my eyes
And even though you are dead
Your love I will never dread
You are still my bride

And even though you're dead
And at your funeral I cried

You are still my bride





Sunday, September 11, 2016

Echos Of The Night

ECHOS OF THE NIGHT - Written by Carroll Bryant


Tonight I fall in love with you again
This time I cry to the whispers of the wind 
The thought 
No matter how discreet
Keeps me dreaming with no answer in sight
With no direction on the street
All I hear is the sound of my loneliness 
As it echos through the night 

Tonight I fall asleep again 
In my desperate despair
Love haunts my visions
My brain doesn't care
Smiles inside of my nightmares 
And it takes every ounce of my strength
To feed my appetite 
Your love is the time of my life
And it always echos in the night 

And when my passion rises to the top
And I can't breathe
My heartbeat never wants to stop
I can't believe
That look in your eyes
No compromise
Nothing seems to make it right
Only the echos all through the night

And when my power urges turn me away
My longing turns back into sin
So quick to look the danger face to face
The whispers in the wind
Start speaking in rhythm once again
And still I know the truth
It's a feeling that I know I can't fight

Echos of the night

Tonight I fall in love with you again
As I gently close my eyes
 This time I die and live way past the end
I see beyond the youth of my life
My heart
Your soul
Blinded by the suns early light
After my loneliness echos through the night 

And still it's just a feeling that you know I can't fight
My world beckons for you to be a part of me
In my life

Echos of the night


Friday, September 9, 2016

Another Chance

ANOTHER CHANCE - Written by Carroll Bryant 


There is no special reason
This is no special day
I just woke up this morning feeling this way

Everything is still the same
I don't see nothing that has changed 
But life is giving me another chance to say
I love you

And this is a joyous thing
A celebration of so much happiness
From what this feeling brings 
Listen to the birds as they gleefully sing
A song to say I love you

I love you today
Just like I did yesterday
Just as I will tomorrow
And life has given me another chance 
To feel this way
So excited

And this is a wonderful thing
The greatest thing
So much sunshine this feeling brings
I listen to the birds 
I listen to them as they sing
And everything is the same
I don't see nothing that has changed 
But life is giving me another chance to say
I love you

There is no special reason
This is no special day
I just woke up this morning feeling this way



Wednesday, September 7, 2016

Symphony

SYMPHONY - Written by Carroll Bryant 


My love for you continues to grow
In everything I do
It shows
To hold you close to me is only a simple dream
A symphony 

All alone again tonight
Thoughts of you will fill my mind
And I can't fall asleep again 
Drifting in and out of time
The music plays
Your love is my symphony 

Is this as good as it gets?
How long for I to live like this?
Visions of you are my regrets 
You are the one I want so much
You are the one I long to touch 
Only my eyes are satisfied 
The rest of me dies
And withers away

My lungs grow fonder for your air
My hopes are drowning in despair 
You are there beyond my wildest dreams
Your life is my symphony

My love for you still grows




Tuesday, September 6, 2016

No Remains

NO REMAINS - Written by Carroll Bryant 


In a place called hell
The sinner kills the saint
To the victor, the flesh of the dead
There shall be no remains 

To the words of the bible
Burn every page
Send them all into a frenzy
Give them nowhere to escape

Heart beating faster
Hell is ever after 
Bound to the walls of fire
Chained to Satan's desire

Only when it is time 
Will evil rise from its grave
To the Christians in their death
They will become our sexual slaves

To the hope of the children
There will be nothing but pain 
To the victor, the blood of the virgins 
There shall be no remains 

Heart beating faster
Hell is a disaster  
Bound to the walls of fire
Chained to Satan's desire

In a place called hell
The sinner kills the saint
To the victor, the flesh of the dead
There shall be no remains

Heart beating faster
Hell is ever after 
Bound to the walls of fire
Chained to Satan's desire

Heart beating faster
Hell is a disaster  
Bound to the walls of fire
Chained to Satan's desire

The evil blood is pumping through my veins 
Feel the rush





Monday, September 5, 2016

Obsessed With Sex

OBSESSED WITH SEX - Written by Carroll Bryant


Slide on over here in that dress
Wanna take a closer look I confess
Mother Nature was oh, so kind to you
Will ya give it up girl?
Come on, don't be cruel 

I just can't think of nothing else
No matter how I try
Licking you from head to toe
And still I'm not satisfied

I'm obsessed
I'm obsessed with sex
I'm obsessed with love
I can't get enough
I'm obsessed
I'm obsessed with sex
Touching you gets me up
In the flesh
Skin to skin
Sin to sin 
Obsessed with sex I am

Reading magazines is such a bore
Porno video's are such a snore
Nudie bars are my routine
I'm comfortable with the obscene
I feel right at home living inside your nasty dreams

I just can't think of nothing else
I wonder, wonder why
Kissing you from North to South
Got to get you in my mouth
And still I'm unsatisfied

I'm obsessed
I'm obsessed with sex
I'm obsessed with love
I can't get enough
I'm obsessed
I'm obsessed with sex
Touching you gets me up
In the flesh
Skin to skin
Sin to sin 
Obsessed with sex I am

It's just like drinking water
I need it everyday 
Give me a farmers daughter 
Inside the barn we play
Everybody who feels the same then say
I'm obsessed
I'm obsessed with sex
H2O and so it goes, yeah
I'm obsessed
I'm obsessed with sex
Obsessed with sex I am

Say it!

I just can't think of nothing else
No matter how I try
Licking you from head to toe
And still I'm not satisfied

I'm obsessed with sex
Skin to skin
Flesh to flesh
In my hand
In your mouth
On the lips
Slip it in
Pull it out
A second time
I confess
Lay it on the line for me
Baby

I'm obsessed
I'm obsessed with sex
I'm obsessed with love
I can't get enough
I'm obsessed
I'm obsessed with sex
Touching you gets me up
In the flesh
Skin to skin
Sin to sin 
Obsessed with sex I am

You  know it





Saturday, September 3, 2016

Touch You

TOUCH YOU - Written by Carroll Bryant


I want to make love to you inside a rainbow
I want to run naked with you
In a field where the cool winds blow
The smooth winds know
Where the flowers grow

I want to capture your smile
In the picture book of my telepathy 
I want to run with you so wild down every street
And I mean every street
I want to touch your heart with my passionate
Yet simple love
I want to touch your soul
I want to touch you

I need to kiss your lips like now
Before I go insane
I need to hold you close to me
Feel you breathe
And I want to do so in the summer rain
As I softly speak your name

I need to take in your air
In so that to die within your love
I need to look around and you to be there
Before I close my eyes and say goodnight
I need to touch your heart with my passionate
Yet crazy love
I need to touch your soul
I need to touch you

I have to feel your skin
You have to let me in
I can smell your NATURAL
And visualize your future
And I can see me in it with you
We are natural

I have to segregate my thoughts and make them 
Wishes that come true
I have to measure my admiration 
Just to confirm it for you
I have to touch your heart with my passionate 
Yet beating love
I have to touch your soul
I have to touch you

I want to touch your heart with my passionate
Yet simple love
I want to touch your soul
I want to touch you

I need to touch your heart
I need to touch you





Thursday, September 1, 2016

Flower Power

FLOWER POWER - Written by Carroll Bryant


Have you seen my sanity 
Wandering around somewhere in this town
It should be standing next to my vanity
Partners in crime
Looking up at the sky

Give me freedom
Give it to me
Or give me death and bury me
Don't forget my memory
Let me live forever in the children's dreams

Do you know of my misery
Crying in the dark
Playing in Yoctangee Park
Could it be my sensitivity
It stands there mocking time
And dancing in the sky

Give me freedom
Give it to me
Or give me death and bury me
Don't forget my memory
Let me live forever in every child's fantasy

Have you heard of camaraderie? 
Hand to hand like you and me
To all of us we will be
Do you stand in die or need?

Holding back the abstract as butterflies fill the sky
Do you see their poverty?
If you don't then I know that you can't believe
In the things that you need to believe in
Believe me

Have you seen my sanity 
Wandering around somewhere in this town
It should be standing next to my vanity
Partners in crime
Looking up at the sky

Give me freedom
Give it to me
Or give me death and bury me
Don't forget my memory
Let me live forever in the children's dreams

Give me freedom
Give it to me
Or give me death and bury me
Don't forget my memory
Let me live forever in every child's fantasy