Still On My Mind

STILL ON MY MIND - Written by Carroll Bryant

Sometimes when I'm alone

I think about you all through the night

And sometimes when I do I cry

Then there are those moments when I

Try to forget you

And I fail like hell and think to myself

I just wanna die

And sometimes if I'm not thinking right

I turn around and find

That you are still on my mind 

You are still on my mind

I thought I could live without you

But baby I was so, so blind

Because you are still on my mind

Loneliness and happiness don't go together 

You can have one but that is all

And love doesn't seem to last forever

It only sets you up just to watch you fall

 You are still on my mind 

You are still on my mind

I thought I could live without you

But baby I was so, so blind

Because you are still on my mind

I can't digest the thought that you will never come back to me

You're gone

So long gone

I can't fathom memories that come back around and always likes to slap me

Because baby, you're gone

You're so long gone

Gone away and no I'll never forgive myself 

For letting you go

Why didn't I even try to stop you?

I don't know

I just watched you pack your things

Watched you walk away from me 

Sometimes when I'm alone

I think about you

And sometimes when I do

I cry

And sometimes I wish that I could just forget you

And sometimes if I try

I am gonna find that

 You are still on my mind 

You are still on my mind

I thought I could live without you

But baby I was so, so blind

Because you are still on my mind

I thought I could live without you

But baby, I was so, so fucking blind

Because you are still on my mind

The Deadliest Kiss

THE DEADLIEST KISS - Written by Carroll Bryant 

I walk the night like a son of a bitch

On the prowl for a crime to commit 

Your attitude fits your sexy design 

Right away, I knew you would do fine

It isn't easy

This urge inside of me

I couldn't stop it even if I tried

My heart is beating so wild and crazy

My heart is beating 

And so I take you

And so I rape you

Who would have thought it was as easy as this?

I know it thrilled you

And so I killed you

Don't question love 

It's just the way that it is

I walk the night with the deadliest kiss

On the prowl for another crime to commit 

My attitude is to live until I die

Right away, I saw my second time

It isn't easy

This pain inside of me

Don't want to stop it and I won't even try

My lust is burning so wild and crazy 

My lust is burning 

And so I take you

And so I rape you

Who would have thought it was as easy as this?

I know it thrilled you

And so I killed you

Don't question love 

It's just the way that it is

I can't stop these voices from inside of my head

So many pretty faces

So many isolated places

So many different ages

They're all turning up missing

They're all turning up dead

It takes just one little missy

It takes just one little kissy

It takes just one little mickey

It takes just doing it one time

I walk the night like a son of a bitch

On the prowl for a crime to commit 

Your attitude fits your sexy design 

Right away, I knew you would do fine

And so I take you

And so I rape you

Who would have thought it was as easy as this?

I know it thrilled you

And so I killed you

Don't question love 

It's just the way that it is

When it comes to love I got the deadliest kiss

Píseň A kniha

Píseň A kniha - Written by Carroll Bryant

I just want the song and the book that you wrote

The love that you took

The heart that you broke

Because in the end it’s all I will own

When you’re long gone, I’ll be alone

And you know

There’s just no getting over you

And you know

I still haven’t got a clue

It’s a mystery that’s killing me

Not a thrilling need

I’m dying inside the machine

Like a distant dream

Caught in reality

Playing on TV

You know what I mean?

This thing called life is so, so obscene

I just want the rules of the game you play

The blame you use

The words you say

Because in fair truth, it’s all I have

When I can’t think and you will laugh

So it goes

There’s just no weary peace of mind

So it goes

I’m still working overtime

It’s a mystery that’s killing me

Not a thrilling need

I’m dying inside the machine

Like a distant dream

Caught in reality

Playing on TV

You know what I mean?

This thing called life is so, so obscene

I walked in the rain today

Puddles formed around my feet

I - couldn’t, nor wouldn’t delay

The thoughts of you that were coming through

The same as my yesterday

Haunting me

I just want the song and the book that you wrote

The love that you took

The heart that you broke

Because in the end it’s all I will own

When you’re long gone, I’ll be alone

And you know

There’s just no getting over you

And you know

I still haven’t got a clue

It’s a mystery that’s killing me

Not a thrilling need

I’m dying inside the machine

Like a distant dream

Caught in reality

Playing on TV

You know what I mean?

This thing called life is so, so obscene

You Got A Lover

YOU GOT A LOVER - Written by Carroll Bryant 

I know you are worried, baby

Afraid this love is gonna die

I want to calm your pretty fears

I wouldn't drive you to the tears
Baby, that's no lie

I hope you don't think that I would throw away

What took us so long to make 

Your love I wanna keep
You can take that to the bank

So let me ease your pretty mind, girl

I have no intentions of leaving you behind

So let me love you tonight, girl

And get you to believing that

You got a lover

To last forever

No need to worry

There is no other

Girl, you got a lover

I would do anything I could

 To keep that beautiful smile on your face
And though you thought I would

I'm not going anyplace

A woman's intuition 

Can sometimes go astray

Into thoughts of delusion 

Trust me babe, I'm not going away

All I think you need

Is the world's biggest hug from me

You know I adore you

So let me honestly assure you that

You got a lover

To last forever 

No need to worry

There is no other

Girl, you got a lover

I know in this world of today that things can be so obscene 

No one is faithful anymore

It's enough to make you scream

And I know in this world today it's all about the me

Nobody cares no more and it's enough

To kill some of your pretty dreams

All I think you need

Is the worlds biggest kiss from me

 Baby

You got a lover

To last forever 

No need to worry

There is no other

Girl, you got a lover

To last forever

No need to worry

There is no other 

Girl, you got a lover

You got a lover

I will  always be your lover

Always Dawn (Your Moon)

ALWAYS DAWN (YOUR MOON) - Written by Carroll Bryant

Love is alive in my heart

In my dreams

I will survive the darkest night

Hear my screams

Together we walk if only in my mind

If only in my thoughts

My love is alive

Forever we touch

Your hand in mine

If only it was real

I know that together we could find that

Oh, sweet darling

The world is at our feet

At our beck and call

And nothing could be sweeter than

Oh, sweet darling

Your heart loving mine

Will this dream never end?

Will I wake up much too soon to surrender to the moon?

Dancing with the dawn I realize

I surrendered to you

I surrendered to your love

Together we kiss if only through my eyes

If only in my hopes

My love for you will shine

Forever we hold each other

Your heart beating mine

If only you to feel it too

I know that we could find that

Oh, sweet darling

The world would never end

Never could we stop its turning

Revolving us and then

Oh, sweet darling

I cannot pretend

Will this dream ever end?

Will I wake up much too soon to surrender to the moon?

Dancing with the dawn I realize

I surrendered to you

I surrendered to your love

Your heart

Together we walk if only in our own time

If only in perfect rhythm 

My love is just a sign

Forever we to touch

Your hand in mine

If only it was real

I know that we could be so real

Oh, sweet darling

The world is all we know

In the wind that blows away all the suffering

And hurt

And oh, sweet darling

Your heart teaching mine

Will this dream never begin?

Listen to the word

I wake up much too soon to surrender to the moon

Dancing with the dawn I realize

I surrendered to you

I surrendered to your love

This time

Love is alive in my heart

In my dreams

I will survive the longest night

My silence screams

Oh, sweet darling, you're the one

In my secret vision

I can see the moment

When I am standing by your side

I quiver

And with my sweet intentions

I can see the future 

The time is almost right for me to take a bride

And though I know the words I use 

Writing on my paper

Somehow I will find a way 

To never say what I want to say

And so here I go again

With another mental letter

It makes me feel so much better

When I'm always thinking of you

Breaking out in laughter 

(Comes the tears)

Reflections of a lonely heart

Reflections off your moon

In my secret passion

I can smell your flower

And it brightens up my day

And with my sweet surrender

I can count the seconds

As they slip so far away

And though I know the songs to sing to your spirit

Somehow I need to know that somehow you can hear it

Or maybe find a way

To say the things that I need to say

Tell me, can you feel it?

And so here I go again

With another notion

It rocks me like an ocean

When I'm always thinking of you

Breaking out in laughter

(Comes the tears)

Reflections of a lonely heart

Reflections off your moon

And will it ever let me be?

This feeling follows me

Right down to the ending of another destiny

I know I'll never let it go

But it could let go of me

Maybe it's a primal need

In my secret pleasures 

I can dance with hunger

Burning your treasures in my fire

And with my sweet endeavors 

I could melt your soul

Like I did when I spat on you with my many desires

And though I know the thoughts like the back

Of my hand

They speak so heavy 

Somehow I find a way 

To not say what I really want to say

And so here I go again

A tool

Acting a fool

Thinking about you

Breaking out in laughter

(Comes the tears)

Reflections of a lonely heart

Reflections off your moon

And here I go again

Thinking of you

Breaking out in hysteria

(Comes the fears)

Reflections of a lonely heart

Reflections off your moon

Love is alive in my heart

In my soul

I will survive the deadliest night

The blood will show

Naughty By Nature

NAUGHTY BY NATURE - Written by Carroll Bryant

You look at me with the eyes of a demon

Inviting me to jump your love

Pay no attention to the sex I have screaming

Too much you say is just not enough

You're such a hot bitch in heat

Can't wait to get your ass off of the streets

You're just so naughty by nature

Give it up girl

You got dues to pay

You're such a nasty like creature

You don't care and you like it that way

You're naughty

I want your flesh even though you're so stupid

Here is the money and now you know what to do

I have an arrow and tonight I'm your cupid

Show me some snatch and I will stick it in you

You're such an eager beaver trick

Get over here and let me give you a lick

I'm just so naughty by nature 

I get it up and then I take it out to play 

I'm such a nasty like creature

I don't care and I like it that way

I'm naughty 

Some people think that sex in itself should be forbidden

Except for procreation

They wait for marriage and they do it for love

Just to make children

They live in the way where you take only what is given

Too much I say is just never enough

Fuck love

I can't believe the sexual void

Everyone is getting so sex paranoid

When they're just so un-naughty by nature

Shut up the mouth when you got nothing good to say

They're so un-nasty like creatures

They play it safe and they like it that way

Get naughty!

We are just naughty by nature

Give it up

You got dues to pay

We are just nasty like creatures

So just shut the fuck up and do as I say

Get naughty!

We grow up young and end up dumb

And full of cum

 That love becomes lust

And lust becomes trusted 

It leads us to our lay

So soon we grew from me to you

And was told of life's taboos 

So soon they would preach

But never would they teach

And in the process

We broke a law or two

So young or so old

We're all bought and sold

And then we make some lust out of mind claim

For the tender of flesh

From the youth of virgin sex

Is the center of our sexual aim 

Love is our emotional tattoo

Naughty by nature

Beg like a bitch and become my slave

Nasty little creature

Just kids fucking kids all the way to our grave

Go grab a fuck and watch your tension go away

Watch life escape

Get naughty! 

Another Broken Heart

ANOTHER BROKEN HEART - Written by Carroll Bryant

Here I am with another broken heart

Tell when will this feeling ever end

My friend

Here I am with another broken heart

Tell me when will this heart of mine ever mend?

Well, I only knew her for a real short time

And when I gazed into her eyes I knew I was blinded

By a feeling

And like a fool a thousand times before

I had fallen into a trap and there was no door

And she left me

Here I am with another broken heart

Tell when will this feeling ever end

My friend

Here I am with another broken heart

Tell me when will this heart of mine ever mend?

Well, she wouldn't listen to what I tried to say

She only turned her head and looked the other way

And it was over

And I'm gonna miss her more than she will know

I just can't stand to watch another one go

It looks so easy

Here I am with another broken heart

Tell when will this feeling ever end

My friend

Here I am with another broken heart

Tell me when will this heart of mine ever mend?

 It happened again

It happened to me

This bad streak I'm in just won't let me be

Every time I turn around I lose

And you know it only makes me sad

I can't figure out why 

And now it's only making me mad

The madder I get the more resentment I feel

Well, I only knew her for a real short time

And when I gazed into her eyes I knew I was blinded

By a feeling

And like a fool a thousand times before

I had fallen into a trap and there was no door

And she left me

Here I am with another broken heart

Tell when will this feeling ever end

My friend

Here I am with another broken heart

Tell me when will this heart of mine ever mend?

One Of These Nights, One Of These Girls

ONE OF THESE NIGHTS, ONE OF THESE GIRLS

- Written by Carroll Bryant 

All the women are playing games

They're playing games with me

I try so hard to understand 

But I don't know what they mean

They lead me on all the way

Just to watch me fall

One of these nights

One of these girls

Is gonna get it all

I see them looking at me with passion in their eyes

But no matter what I say or do

They leave with some other guy

They lead me on all the way 

Just to watch me fall

One of these nights

One of these girls

Is gonna get it all

Yes, I can feel it coming on

It won't wont be very long

When I pick up on a chick and then

I take her to my home

The only thing that I will hope is

That none of my friends call

One of these nights

One of these girls

Is gonna get it all

Yes, I can feel it coming on

It won't wont be very long

When I pick up on a chick and then

I take her to my home

The only thing that I will hope is

That none of my friends call

One of these nights

One of these girls

Is gonna get it all

All the women are playing games

They're playing games with me

I try so hard to understand 

But I don't know what they mean

They lead me on all the way

Just to watch me fall

One of these nights

One of these girls

Is gonna get it all

Yes, one of these nights

One of these girls

Is gonna get it all

Mr. Falling In Love

MR. FALLING IN LOVE - Written by Carroll Bryant

Mr. Falling in love again
Mr. Falling in love

I go out drinking in those honky tonks all the time

Trying to find that special girl

A girl that I can call mine

But it always seems that I live in dreams

And every girl I talk to

I seem to find a way to fall in love with her

Mr. Falling in love again
Mr. Falling in love
Like heaven is heaven
And the stars up above
Mr. Falling in love again
Mr. Falling in love
That's my brand new name
Mr. Falling In Love

So I meet this real nice girl and we become good friends
But I know before it happens
That soon it will have to end
Because I always come on way too strong
And then I let my pitied feelings show
And I'm always left to crying like a baby
As I watch her go

Mr. Falling in love again

Mr. Falling in love

Like heaven is heaven

And the stars up above 

Mr. Falling in love again

Mr. Falling in love

That's my brand new name

Mr. Falling In Love

I tell myself I've learned my lesson

Next time I play it cool

But I'm such an emotional mess

I can't help but be the fool

Because I meet another angel

And I get so damned confused

By the time she finishes the drink I bought her

I'm sitting next to an empty stool

Mr. Falling in love again

Mr. Falling in love

Like heaven is heaven

And the stars up above 

Mr. Falling in love again

Mr. Falling in love

That's my brand new name

Mr. Falling In Love

That's my brand new name 

Mr. Falling In Love

What Dreams Are Made Of

WHAT DREAMS ARE MADE OF - Written by Carroll Bryant 

I searched into the morning looking far beyond the sun 

I tried my love with many 

In my luck I haven't one

I placed my life on pages with words I couldn't speak

I bought my time with monkeys

Throwing roses at my feet

I traveled down a highway passing not a single car

I've made uncounted wishes

On other people's star

I laid my soul before them only to be crucified

I labored in my nudity 

Before their startled eyes 

I took my final breath of air among the presence of your smile

Not caring for the moment 

Or the truth of my denial 

So how can you stand before me?

And adore me?

You should never stand there all alone 

And how can you stand beside me?

Have you tried me?

You should never believe so much when you're young

I know that in life all you're searching for

Is someone you can fall in love

This is what dreams are made of

I've tasted the salt of many a girl

Lust run amuck and feelings gone astray

I've broken the laws of nature and man

So often that my mind cannot display 

I crawl through the sands of unchartered time

With gods dissolution and a beaker of wine

I glare in your eyes like the moon does to space

Not looking for the beauty

But more to fuck your face

I care not for a reason as I am a witch to hear goodbye

For that's my only cursed blessing

Except that purpose of which to die

So how can you stand before me?

And adore me?

You should never stand there all alone 

And how can you stand beside me?

Have you tried me?

You should never believe so much when you're young

I know that in life all you're searching for

Is someone you can fall in love

This is what dreams are made of

I've raped so many hearts

Molested so many souls

To appease the many urges inside

Not enough to let it go

I've tasted so many girls

Swallowed so many more

So much so that my love has died

My spirit has become a whore

I talked way too much and revealed everything

I live inside of my dreams when I sleep

And can only be awakened by the sound of my own scream

So many pleasures that I've lost my good trust

Such wealthy treasures that fell victim to my lust

I look over my shoulder at you as my bride

The curves on your body

The strain of my lies

To touch with such desire are castles lost in time

To savor your juices that I drink in my mind

Tis' now the moment to perform my final test

Dressed for the occasion

And then to lay in my final rest

So how can you stand before me?

And adore me?

You should never stand there all alone 

And how can you stand beside me?

Have you tried me?

You should never believe so much when you're young

I know that in life all you're searching for

Is someone you can fall in love

This is what dreams are made of

A Fool That I Am

A FOOL THAT I AM - Written by Carroll Bryant

You came into my life bringing happiness and love

You made me feel alive

And I couldn't get enough

Oh, baby

I knew you felt the same 

And you wanted to be the only one

But I played a foolish game

Now I'm the one all alone 

A fool that I am

I wish that we could try again 

A fool that I am

I wish it didn't have to end

I'm about the biggest fool that any fool could be

How could a man ever be so crazy?

You know I can't believe that it hurts me oh, so bad

You were the greatest thing for me 

And the best lover I ever had

Oh, baby

I knew you were the one

But I succumbed to being dumb

I threw it all away

Now I'm the only one 

A fool that I am

I wish that we could try again 

A fool that I am

I wish it didn't have to end

I'm about the biggest fool that any fool could be

How could a man ever be so crazy?

I didn't want to say goodbye

Didn't mean to make you cry

Oh, baby

Please forgive me

I didn't want to break your heart

Break us apart

Oh, baby

You got to believe me

I'm just a man who is crazy

You came into my life bringing happiness and love

You made me feel alive

And I couldn't get enough

Oh, baby

I knew you felt the same 

And you wanted to be the only one

But I played a foolish game

Now I'm the one all alone 

I'm all alone

A fool that I am

I wish that we could try again 

A fool that I am

I wish it didn't have to end

A fool that I am

I wish that we could try again 

A fool that I am

I wish it didn't have to end

I'm about the biggest fool that any fool could be

How could a man ever be so crazy?

So crazy

I'm crazy

Oh, baby

Just Married

JUST MARRIED - Written by Carroll Bryant

And I saw her

And I love her

In my heart so deep and true

Wanna hold her

Wanna know her

I can feel it through and through

This feeling just came all over me at once

I just love her name and I just love her touch

Well, maybe I want her precious love way too much

But I can't help what I feel inside

And I saw her

And I love her

Just married

In the mornings when I wake up

She's the first thing I think of in my mind

Through the daylight I am blinded

By the thought of her

The lost look in my eyes

And just like a movie when love's the final scene

I close my eyes and then I eagerly dream

Well, maybe I don't even know what it means

But I can't help what I feel inside

And I saw her

And I love her

Just married

This feeling just came all over me again

I feel like a loser so desperate to win

If this ain't the beginning then please god, let it end

Because you know how I feel inside

I get carried away with emotions I know

But this feeling I feel wants nothing more than to grow

I feel like a winter without any snow

And so I know what I feel inside

And I saw her

And I love her

In my heart so deep and true

Wanna hold her

Wanna know her

I can feel it

This feeling isn't new

And I saw her

And I love her

Just married

Country Mornings

COUNTRY MORNINGS - Written by Carroll Bryant

I love country mornings

When I wake up beside you, honey

I can see the morning sun shinning in your eyes

I love country mornings 

When you wake up beside me, honey

All that I can think about are those country nights 

We've been together 

It feels like forever

But lord knows it hasn't been very long

When I'm lying next to you

Everything feels right

And I could not be more happy

Living this country life

I love country mornings

When I wake up beside you, honey

I can see the morning sun shinning in your eyes

I love country mornings 

When you wake up beside me, honey

All that I can think about are those country nights 

I hope we stay together

I hope it lasts forever

I hope our hearts keep going on

Beating love

For us there is no reason

For us to stop believing 

Because I know neither one of us can

Get enough

I love country mornings

When I wake up beside you, honey

I can see the morning sun shinning in your eyes

I love country mornings 

When you wake up beside me, honey

All that I can think about are those country nights 

I love country mornings 

I love country mornings

I love country mornings

I love country mornings 

Heart Of Stone (Place Of Rage)

HEART OF STONE (PLACE OF RAGE)  - Written by Carroll Bryant

My love has become a place of rage

About the time I was your age

I leave to be alone

(All alone)

My heart has been used just like a toy

Ever since I was a young boy

A victim of a heart of stone

(Dirty fingers)

I can hear the winds of change

Getting stronger

Lasting longer

Help me

Somebody tell me what to do

Save me

My masturbation 

You do it to

(Do it to who?)

Why did you leave me here all alone?

Why do you carry a heart of stone?

Somebody!

I'm living off of nasty thoughts

They hide inside of my head

My eyes are scary a lot

They see through visions of the dead

Why did you take away my soul?

Why do you promote a heart of stone?

Nobody!

Everybody wants to touch

They want to be touched too

Your temptation tempts my temptation 

Your sex is like a tattoo 

And lunch 

Why did you throw away my home?

Why did you sink me with your heart of stone?

Everybody!

Why did you leave me here all alone?

Why do you carry a heart of stone?

Somebody!

You know that you wanted to enjoy what you did

You know you want to rape me again

Like

You know you want to be raped too

You want to be molested 

Always like a Chester

You know you want to molest someone too

You know you do

Help me

Somebody show me what to do

Save me

My penetration 

I do it to you 

You do it to me too

(Rape and I'm molesting you)

Why did you leave me here all alone?

Why do you carry a heart of stone?

Somebody!

Escaping the fear of the unknown